Don't say you know me (poem)

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When I feel like crying I hold back the,
Tears.
When I feel like screaming I bite my tongue.
When I feel my dark void widen,
I know there's no escape so I keep going.
Don't ask me why I do such things it's not you its just me.
Don't tell me to suck it up,
For you don't see the pain beneath,
My skin.
Don't say you know me and know who,
I'll be in the end,
Because you don't know me and you,
Don't care where I'll end up in life.
Don't fill my ears with your nonsense,
I already know your a liar.
I don't want your pity in the end,
I don't want anyone's pity.
I know I'm not weak and yes I know,
I'm not able to admit that to my,
Sorrows.
For they have a way of blending in with your happiness.
I'm okay, in the end I'll wonder why?
Why I chomped on my tongue,
Why I forced to keep back the tears,
And why I decided that screaming,
Was a form of weakness, a form of nothing in the end.
And why I keep my voice soundless.
And why I choose not to see.
And why the world falls down to black and white in the end.
And why I write this review on life.
To cope with the pain of reality.

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