I am Harley (completed)

Harleen quinzel and the joker meet

Being 13 was hard I didn't want to go into the Gotham city child care program , it wasnt very good or safe and nobody would have wanted me so I finished school with great results at the age of 12 and by the time I was 13 I had become a psychiatrist working with the worst people in Gotham , I was doctor Harleen quinzel and I was one of the best psychiatrist that there was at that time the people where I worked were completely insane and nothing I was going to say or do was actually going to change that , they had experienced and done the worst and nobody can be straight and okay upstairs after doing and seeing what they have .

Jokers p.o.v
They told me I have to take my meds and be on "best behaviour " do they actually know who I am , anyway that's because I'm getting a new psychiatrist today she better be better than the last one I had she deserved to be in here not me , I need to make people believe that I'm changing , arkham asylum is one of the most boring places on earth and I don't know how much longer I can survive here . Rotting away like a discarded piece of meat all to be thrown away at the end ... I could be doing so much and they lock me up in here when they don't even know what I did . God help me .
End of p.o.v
Harleens p.o.v
I have a new patient today , one of if not the worst villains of Gotham city ... The one the only joker I heard he not actually that much older than me being a teenager you wouldnt actually believe that he has done half of the sick and twisted things they have said he has done but in real life he's done everything and even more than he's been accused of. And no doubt about it I'm going to be scared going into that room today , looking at his menacing smile and listening to that evil laugh of his , maybe he will be dopey because of his meds depending on what he actually ends up taking and if he takes them. Depending entirely how he wants to act now he has a new doctor. Being a girl it could be prove to be harder , depending on how I handle my self and how I act around him , I have heard that he's one of them that can make you fall in love instantly and then ... Well your screwed .
End of harleens p.o.v

Work time.
I it ready for work as I always do except from on the week ends there my days and that's how I like it , I climbed aboard the bus and got off at my stop feeling very uneasy meeting the joker doe the first time is and always will be the scariest day of my life ( aside from the day my parents were Murdered) I let my self in with the key card and waited in the dull grey coloured room until it was time for the jokers first appointment , I planned what I was going to say to him and how I was going to react to his twisted stories for weeks and weeks and now all I had to do was wait .
Jokers p.o.v
It was nearly time for my appointment with the new doctor , I'm not actually sure what the hell she's like or what her name is , I'm actually very exited for this new doctor , new way , new sympathy . The guards came for me put me in a straight jacket and walked me down to the same dull room I always sit in , with the same cold metal chair.
End of jokers p.o.v
Hello mr joker I'm your new psychiatrist...
Oh okay so what's your name?
I'm dr. Harleen quinzel
What a beautiful name do your friends call you Harley?
I don't really have many friends so no...
You know it kinda sounds like the character...
Harlequin . Yes I know I've been told before this isn't about me it's about you.
,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ( this means the conversation goes on )
We talked a lot he told me back stories of his life it was kinda sad , he confessed to a lot of things but more sessions may be needed .
________________( loads of sessions go by)
Jokers p.o.v
I don't know what is about dr Harleen but I just feel like I can tell her and ask her anything I've never felt this way about anybody , especially a doctor at the asylum I'm at but this one is different I just don't know how ... its probably just because I've been alone so long and normally dr. harleen listens to what I have to say instead of  ignoring what I have to say and believing what she has read and heard about me that's probably all this is. I shouldn't worry end of joker p. o. v

harleens p.o.v

I know this is probably 1000000000% wrong but I think I'm falling in love with him, I feel so completely sorry for him when he tells me about everything that happens in his life, not only can he tell me anything but I can tell him too. at first I was scared around him like a zebra would be when around a lion but now I feel so confident around him, like we know each other so well he can't know my feelings because maybe he will manipulate me into doing things , he is a mental patient and I am his doctor ... this in itself is completely insane and if the people I work for where to find out about this they would fire me. lets just keep this inside me like the rest of my feeling always are. maybe its all better that way, right?                                                                          end of harleens p. o. v

The next morning I had yet another session with the famous Mr. J I walked in with butterfly's in my stomach and feeling kinda sick I had been up all night thinking about what to do and if he might feel the same way, being dare I say in love with a murderous physcopathic teenager who is about 3 years older than me is completely crazy , its about as crazy as him but no matter what I cant help but feel so much sympathy for him, he hasn't had a real life being locked up in here for so long . even if it is his own fault I still feel so bad for him. feeling completely sick and trying my hardest to keep myself in one piece I sat down infront of him  

"hi mr joker, do you think you could tell me more about you childhood you know why you started murdering people things like that  with me? it will only be between you and I."

"yes sure beautiful well it started when we were really young, my mum and dad broke up and me and my siblings had to stay with my father , I had 2 brothers and a sister and I used to love making them smile , that's all I ever wanted but my dad went crazy and killed a load of people , one night he started to take his pain out on me, that wasn't the worst thing that happened. when I was 11 my father killed both my brothers and my sister so when I was 14 I killed him, he was the first person I killed and from then I couldn't stop"

"I'm so sorry... what about your mother is she still alive, are you close?"

"yes she still alive and we are kinda close, she knows about the murdering and insanity but she doesn't know about me being in arkham , I like to talk to her on the phone when I get the chance anyway can we talk about you now?"

so I reply with a" yes" and then I just let my words flow out...