I am Harley (completed)

welcome home girls

it had been 2 months (i honestly don't know where the time had gone) since the girls had been born and finally they had grown enough and they where healthy enough to come home to me and j, the first night was completely crazy we had like a little welcome home party for them and Sam and Josie both came. We had decided that we were going to keep planning both Jordan's funeral and our wedding but we were going to wait a little while for them both just to make sure we were ready and stable.

The girls woke up at around the same times in the middle of the night and me and j made it so the girls both had enough attention from both mummy and daddy we switched every time they woke up, with the chemicals in both mine and j's blood and now Ivy and Ariel made the girls grow a little quicker (not too quick) but they were adorable  and sometimes quiet but never enough for me and j to have sex yet but maybe that's just the universe telling us we aren't ready yet right?

"HARLEY!!!!!!! daddy's got a present for you..." j called from downstairs, I ran down not sure what it was (and kind of anxious) when I got down I was shocked... there at the front door was j holding 2 hyenas on leashes... I was completely speechless and confused on why he felt the need to buy these animals when we had two gorgeous babies sleeping upstairs. I didn't want him to be angry or hurt though so I said "thank you" and then muttered I guess under my breath ... I mean I love J with every piece of my heart but he can be so weird.

After he gave me his "present" I went back upstairs because one of the girls had woken up so I went into both of the bedrooms until I realised that ivy had woken up and then I took her downstairs. "j when Ariel wakes up you have to get her" I shouted into the kitchen. He laughed and then replied to what I had said to him by saying "Why did we have children? I didn't know they needed so much" and then he laughed again.

I didnt always understand that boy, but i really did love him. "well j if you didnt want children you shouldve used protection..." he shut up after that and then came into the front room and then he wraped his hand around my waist and started kissing my neck but i had to stop him because if he would have gone any further it could have resulted to more and ivy was here. "J until the girls are older you have to control your sexual impulses" I said in a serious way.

"But baby I want you... And I can't wait" he whined at me. He had sadness in his eyes, j being 19 now was even more difficult than him being 18, he was so much less sexual then... Especially cause of me being pregnant but now I'm not he's always so fucking horny...
Jokers p.o.v
I didn't actually mean to be like I was but it was so difficult. I love her and it's what people who are in love do. God I couldn't wait for the kids to get older. I can't always show how much I love her in a normal way so I want her show her in an intimate way. Fuck I'm so frustrated. I can't believe that she isn't feeling the same way...
End of p.o.v
"Harls I'm going clubbing tonight" j shouted from our bedroom, I growled quietly and then replied by saying "okay have fun" about 30 minutes later j walked out wearing his gold tux and a black shirt with some sexy ass shoes and then he kissed the girls and then me and then he left...