The past, it's heataches, and happiness

Bullies

I was at school on a Monday morning just two days ago from meeting my new neighbors, I liked them so far probably because they are not annoying like my old neighbors. I have yet to start a conversation with any of them except when Jayy confronted me in my yard…I won’t unless they start a conversation with me first, I never heard of their band I think it’s called Blood On The Dance Floor, only because I never use the internet. I thought Jayy was pretty cute out of him and Dahvie, but anyways back to the school part I was in lunch and some dude thought it would be funny and come up to me and said “hey, emo boy..cut, cut ,cut …..yourself” he laughed at me and threw his hamburger at me, I just looked down not wanting to create a scene or act like a hot shot, that wasn’t me. I had no one to defend me, no friends just yet, not even my brother.. He has his own friends to rely on, I have no one. I left lunch and went to my next class Geometry, I got there first, like usual, I took a seat in the back near a window, slouching in my seat and getting out my text book and finishing up my homework that I slacked off on over the weekend. The guy that picked on me at lunch came in and sat at the desk next to me and threw a paper ball at me and said “loser” I just shrugged it off and ignored him, it was like this through the rest of class.

The rest of the day was okay, I swear the new bully I had was following me because in between each class he would throw shit at me and call me names, didn’t bug me much I was used to it. It was finally the end of the day..thank god, I made it out to the car and waited for my brother for a good 10 minutes and then texted that me he was staying after, I sighed and drove home. I was kind of happy with myself not thinking of Tony today, but I knew once small reminder of anything that Tony did would set me off, I pulled into my drive way and seen my neighbor Jayy and some guy that I think I knew. I pulled up and approached them, I said “um…hi” my cheeks turned a little pink only because of Jayy…he was cute, I was always shy and blushing around cute guys. The other guy turned around, I went numb..it was Tony, he looks different..what happened to the glasses he used to wear? But damn he looked good without them, I just let out a weak smile to him, not really wanting to cry or overreact with happiness.

I knew something was up, why would he come here without no contact since we broke up and I moved?. Jayy smiled at me and said “hey just thought I would give your guest some company since know one was here yet, he said he was wanting to see you” Jayy said, his voice soothing to my ears, was I starting to crush on my neighbor a little…possibly, how could I not, but then again I was still in love with Tony. Tony then looked at me and smiled, he looked kind of happy and he said “thanks dude and um Alec, I wanted to talk to you….I miss you” he said with a tear going down his cheek. I wanted to cry, I really missed him also, Jayy looked at me and then the boy and said “um I’ll see you two around, if you need anything I’m just next door” he smiled and left to go on his porch to smoke. Tony said “lets go for a walk” he sniffled grabbing my hand, I of course let him, I loved him how could I not.

Tony led me down town still holding my hand, we didn’t talk the whole way, when we got there he said “I want you back so badly, I can’t stop thinking about you Alec, it hurts” he said crying, I started to cry and said “me as well, I’ve been so lonely without you, I want you back to” I said my grip tightened with his hand, he then told me “can we please go back out?, I moved closer to be with you….I don’t care if it’s a two hour drive its worth it” Tonys voice was also soothing to me, his looks, the tight jeans and his all black apparel appealed to me, just like his shaggy blonde hair and gorgeous face, I replied to him with “of course!” I then hugged him tightly and we kissed. Our happy moment lasted for a brief 5 minutes until that boy from my school and his friend walked by us “homo’s” they yelled out. Tony flipped them off and lead me back home, the boys still followed throwing pebbles at us. Jayy was still outside surprisingly, he watched us and waved, but frowned at the bullies. The guys were about to throw something at me when Jayy got in front of us and said “hey little shits leave these two be, how would you like it if I threw rocks at your loser asses, get out of here before I call the cops for harassment” the boys left, I smiled, what Jayy just did gave him my respect now, I decided maybe I should become friends with him, not to many people are like him.

Jayy turned around and looked down at our joined hand and then back up “hey guys, sorry I hate people like that, so anyways what up?” Tony looked at Jayy and said “well just got my boyfriend back” He smiled and kissed my cheek, I said “same, and thank you um…Jayy I think? No one has ever done that for me or anyone in this town” I gave him a sweet smile, he smiled back at me and said “no problem, um would you guys like to hangout or be alone?” he asked, Tony said “give us a hour and we can hangout, I need to catch up with my baby” Jayy nodded and left to go back in side, I could sense he didn’t want me dating my ex even though he barely knew me.

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Next few chapters will be good and involve lots of Jayy and Dahvie ;D