Complicated

Chapter 15

Hiyah! You guys probably be like 'Well this chic finally posted huh'. Umm HI....hehehe. Anyway, point is I just wanna tell that this chapter might be boring to you but its where you'll know part of Violet's past. I hope you guys like it! Don't forget to vote and comment! I just wanna say also to PRAY FOR THE PHILIPPINES. I'm sure you guys know about this...!

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V's (Violet) POV:

"What?" was the first word that came out of Sarah's mouth after waiting for her to finally come. Only cause I was just looking at her with a blank face. I gave her an annoyed expression. "What? What I do?" while making them hand gestures.

I let out a big sigh.

"You forgot to wear black and blue last Monday with me" I said with a little pout on my face.

"I'm sorry I totally forgot! Gosh, I'm so sorry! I promise I will next Monday and we could even hang out the rest of the week. " she said. I gave her a big smile. "Yea, sure. You don't really have to do that" I waved her off. "Nahhh, I insist. Plus, I don't break promises" she waved me off too.

"Mhmm, you didn't really have to because I didn't as well. Teehee. Oh well, you promised" I said as simple as possible.

Her head snapped to me. "You've got to be freaking kidding me!!!" Sarah almost screamed at me. "Oh come on! We rarely hang out! Its our time yo!" I said, trying to imitate people who speaks like that. "You are lucky there will be food right now to distract me for you will pay for! Oh! Don't ever do that again too." she points accusingly to me.

I nodded to her silliness instead of saying anything back. Its true about us hanging out. It might sound weird but we clicked. I am very thankful because my whole life I have no friend. I did have acquaintance's but only a few, friends?

I had one before. Now that's a long story- "Dude you alright?" Sarah asked me. "Just order your damn food woman" I reminded her. She eyed me first before ordering her precious food. "Strawberry milkshake and ham and cheese sandwich's." she ordered but what caught my attention was that she didn't even look at the menu! Not even a glance.

She probably been here before. "Why don't we play twenty question? That way we could know each other better" I suggested. "Yeah, me first?" she raise her right eyebrow. "Shoot" I replied.

"What do you love besides One Direction?" I didn't even have to think about it. "Art and listening to music." Sarah had a small smile on her face then she nodded at me. "Your turn V" I nodded, remembering my old friend who used to call me that.

To be honest, in a way they're almost alike. Except, she ,my old friend, was brunette and is an American. Not English like Sarah.

"Let's be honest to each other by each others past" I suggested, somehow interested in her life than mine. You know that feeling where a friend's story is more intriguing than yours. That's exactly what I am feeling. She looks at me frozen then quickly compost herself.

"I-um. Why don't you go first?" she said after a moment of silence. I nodded, understanding that she's not ready yet.

"I can't say that I had a perfect past or a damaged past but I can say that I did have problems before that can't be avoided. People used to bully me in elementary. I had nobody. My parents died then. They died in a freaking accident because of a fucking drunk driver. Do you know how common is that?

It had to happen to them too!! It honestly hurt that they had to. Then there was elementary and I had nobody. No one to support me, cheer me up, to stay with me and say 'Don't worry. I'm here for you and I promise I will never leave you'. Nobody" I took a deep shaky breath as I gave Sarah a small smile.

"Just imagine though. There was still high school and it would be worst. Until, I met the person I would never regret meeting. Her name is Alex. Alexandra Elizabeth Perndeza. She is the kind of girl where your first impression of her would be scary, mean, cruel. When she is not except scary looking though cause that's my first impression of her. She had brunette hair though she added blue highlights.Anyway, Alex approached me and to say I was shock that day would be an understatement.

I was nothing compared to her. Honestly, she looked like one of those tumble girls. From that day on , we became friends and then best friends. We knew each other so well that whenever one of us tried to lie, we'd noticed it. You could tell that eventually we treated each other like sisters. We were inseparable until form 3.

One day, for some reason she was acting strange. Then, the next few days she would start ignoring me. A few weeks later, she never came to school. I was emotionally and physically devastated. I went to her house and checked to see her house empty. It hurt that Alex left without saying goodbye.

A few weeks past, I had extra VA class on a Saturday. Throughout the lesson, I couldn't shake the feeling that someone was watching my every move. You know that feeling...." I trailed off as Sarah nods. "I understand" she said, looking out the window. 'No, you don''t" I said, playfully even though tears are threatening to spill out.

"Anyway," I started before Sarah could say something back. "I went to the back of the school. It used to be our hang out place. I just got this feeling to go there at least one more time. I saw the same old, rusty, round tables in the middle, one in the left and the other in the right. Though, once I walked closer. I noticed an envelope on top of the left table. It had my name written in a unique cursive way that only a person I know who could do that.. My hand couldn't stop shaking when I slowly opened it.- "

Dear V,

I am really, truly, without a doubt sorry. You must really hate me now. In fact, I bet you'd strangle me to death. I'm imagining things about you and that's how much I miss you. I had to leave, you see. My life is complicated. I haven't exactly told you my flaws of life yet. I'm betting you've been wondering why on earth would I leave. Long story short, something bad happen to me and I had to leave because of that.. I'm really sorry. Did I mention I was sorry? If i did, then good. The last 3 years we had together, were lively, awesome and wild which I do not regret one bit. I hope you are not too upset about this. V and A together. Get it? Please forget about him. He doesn't know, he doesn't need to. Please for me. I'll always miss you!

P.S You'll forevermore be my other half.

                                                                                                                 Best wishes,

                                                                                                                                        Alex

I couldn't stop the tears that were coming out. It really hurt. I remember it pained me a lot back then and looking back from it now, just reminded me how much she affected me.

"Im so sorry V. I really am. I-I don't know what t-to say" Sarah too is crying, covering her face with her hands. "The past is the past right? The point is we have to look forward. ' I said to her as I rub her arm to comfort her. "No" she kept repeating while shaking her head. 'Huh?" I was confused. Out of nowhere, she grabs both of my wrist firmly and looks at me dead in the eye.

"I have something to tell you" she said seriousy.  I couldn't shake the feeling in the pit of my stomache that this was going to be bad.

Teehee. I'm sorry. I'll try my best for the next chapter!! Oh and if you guys could read my other book called 'Random'. I know, weird right? Comment on what you think what Sarah means by 'something'.