Complicated

Chapter 12

Kristians POV:

FUCKER.

If that Fucker has a happy life, I'll ruin it. He should seriously wipe that smile off his face before I'll do it.

Our strict teacher motions us to clap our hands. He searches for someone eles until it landed . on . me.

I glare at him. If he makes me do this, he doesn't know what's coming.

What made me pissed off more, is the smug look on Elizabeth. Its like a as-if-he-would-do it look. I took one deep breath. Trying to remember a quote.

"The hardest part about being strong is that nobody might care to ask if you are hurt" I said, sincerely. I took one more deep breath and turn to see Collins looking at me in a different way this time. I smirked at her then sat back down.

"OK, Davis that was unexpectedly decent" he said, still in shock. Well, he should get over it because I onl- why did I do this? Stupid Collins, Stupid challenging face of Collin. I only call her 'Elizabeth' to annoy her, same for the kitten thing.

She does look hot when she's pissed. What I'm a guy. My thoughts was cut off when our teacher said "Collins, what about you?" Her eyes was wide as a saucer. Not so fun anymore now is it?

She hesitatingly stands up then took one glance at me. I smirked at her, challenging her back. She narrowed her eyes at me with hatred then took one deep breath.

This should be interesting.....

"It doesn't matter how many times you tell me I'm beautiful, I'll always look in the mirror and see a worthless piece of shit" by now her last words were barely a whisper but since im next to her, I could hear it, at least.

She has this distant hurt look on her face until she suddenly shakes her head and sits down right away. Her head is facing the floor as if she would use her hair as a wall to protect her.

I tried to ignore what just happen awhile ago but I couldn't. Its just hard not to, especially when i've only known her as a feisty, stubborn girl, not this. Why do I even fucking care? 

Maybe its because I'm going to have to bring a moody Collins home. Fuck no.

"Ok thank you Collins. Its nice to let things out sometimes" He her a sad smile and then continued to write something on the board.

Suddenly, there was a terrible screeching sound that came from her, the same one I had to annoy her. I look at Collins direction, ready to argue her instead to see her gone and off to the exit.

I don't know why but I'm somehow running after her, I can't stop my legs. Why didn't I run like this during the time I was running away from the police. 

I slow my pace as I see her sitting under the benches for the football game whenever people wants to watch.

As I near her, she lifts her head up and look at me with red teary eyes.

I'm surprise she has no make up on because she never looks like the other girls who looks like pandas, that were painted, in a not so nice way.

Sometimes, I don't get why girls wear make up to school. Oh wait, probably to impress me or somethin- "W-what are you d-doing here? Just go. I think you've had enough fun a-already. Please j-just please go." she tries to say her words properly even with her hiccups.

Fuck. Ive always try to avoid this all the time which I successfully succeed. I sigh in frustration. What should I do?

I hesitatingly sit beside her ,while I could feel her gaze on me, ok, what should I do next? Id rather be chased by the police again then be here. Its all your fault legs. Why won't you fucking cooperate. I glared at my legs as I thought this.

I turned to look at her to see her gazing at nothing particular and as she gaze, I stared at her mezmorizing dark blue eyes. Its like the iris' colour are from the middle of the sea, somewhere where the sky blue and dark blue seperates their colour yet they beautifully present.

I did what the boys and I always do. I pat her back. I look up at her to see her looking at me weirdly. I made a sh sound for her so she could just ignore the fact that this is just weird.

We both know that it is. "Look what happen back there in the class, lets just forget about it and talk about why we hate each other?" I said, trying to lighten things up, even though I don't know why I even bothered.

She lets out a big sigh and shakes her head. "Yea, sure" she said, weakly. I've never seen this side of her, this just reminds me of me when I was in the same situation as her right now, because of that day- Forget about that.

"- your a bastard, man-whore, stupid ass, a wonderful definition of an asshole" she keeps on rambling as if she doesn't know she's actually insulting me.  "dumb ass a-a"

"Are you done yet?" I asked her, glad that she's back. "A-ah sorry" she said still with the hiccups, giving me a weak smile. What would I would I do without her?- Wait, WTF?! Fuck, I need to stay away from her after this but FUCK again because I can't because of that stupid project. Why do I even bother? 

Because you care for her  SHUT UP!!

"Thanks for coming but next time don't" she said, with a serious face. Wow, and here I thought for the first time we have a proper conversation but trust her to ruin it with her bitchy ways. "Look bitch, I only came here to make sure you don't run away to skip our project. I wouldn't even waste my time here if it werent for the project." I said, harshly. 

I guess once a bitch, always a bitch. 

"Don't worry, the feeling is mutual" she snapped back. She slowly stands up with a not so great balance and sends me the finger. Still feisty as ever, even after her teary scene. "Let's just go do our project now" I said, grabing the keys from my pocket while walking towards the parking lot.

"What, now? Were going to skip school?" she questions. I turn around to see her still standing in the same position as before. "No, we're going to the janitor closet to make-out" I said sarcastically.

She wrinkled her nose in disgust. "Um, ew" I wink at her and then I sigh in frustration. "Lets just go" I said, then walk towards my motorcycle again. I sat on my motorcycle as I waited patiently as she struggles to sit behind me. I whistle a tune to pass the time. "You're really so ever helpful, thanks so very much for your cooperation" she said, sarcastically. 

I sigh in annoyance. I jumped off the bike and was about to help her up- "What the heck are you doing?" she looks at me horrified. "Im helping you?" I said, well more like a question. "No, I can do this" she said with a determine face. I face palm myself for her stubborness. Of course. How could I forget? Whatever. Im just gonna help her either ways. 

"I said I could do it" she pouts after I helped her up. "I said I could do it" I imitated what she said with a high-pitch voice. "I do not speak like that" she said, annoyed. "Yea, yea" I wave her off as I drive on my way home. 

I slow down my bike as I park it. I walk up to the door to open it to see it was unlocked. "Stupid asshole" I heard her muttered. I chuckled and slowly walked in. I could hear a faint shooting sounds from the basement. "Who's in your house?" I heard her asked. "I think I know who" I replied and speed walk to the basement to make sure it is them.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?! You suck at this game man!" a voice complained. "I can beat that shit in reall life you mother fucker." a voice who is as I got closer is from Jake snapped back. I chuckled at those two dumbfucks. Someone poke my arm so I turn to look at kitten to see her with a serious face. 

"I could get a bat or an umbrella as a weapon. You know just in case..." she trailed off, but I know she knows their harmless but I still could see it in her eyes that she'd gladly do it either way if I know them or not. I twisted my arm in a weird angle to patt her head because we were still crouching down.

"Ok, but do it as quietly as possible" I said to her, putting a serious face too. She nods gladly. Maybe even though we dont have a proper conversation together, we could still do something bad together.

This should be fun.