Complicated

Chapter 26

Sarah's POV:

It doesn't make any sense. How could I possibly like him? Even when he threaten me on finding out what I'm hiding, I manage to still like him? And what about V? Ignoring me for no reason? Unless she has been following me then- No that's not possible.

Damn. I've never gave a single thought of anyone from my school much less V to follow me around.

This worry that someone may pop out randomly anytime is getting tiring. I'm getting sick of it. If she knew, then maybe I should tell her. She deserves that much after what I've done to her. I groaned, feeling a headache coming up.

I paused the music and put my phone and earphones beside me, not in the mood for music. The school would probably call my mom tonight. I wonder what's my next punishment.

I looked at the house opposite of mine. Wanting to think of something else, I looked at the details of the house. I never did look around this neighborhood. It is nearly the same as my house. The difference is that we have a fence while they don't. I massaged my temples, wishing the headache could go away.

I don't know what to do with life anymore. Shouldn't I like Corden not Davis? People would definitely think its bizzar and go all wtf if it was Davis.

What did I like about Kristofer? When did it start? Maybe it was because of his personality? Haha yeah it totally was his personality. Maybe it started when he actually cared about....about what? What is there that he could care about me?

Why are boys so confusing? I look up at the clear sky and wish that boys were clear to see too so it won't be difficult. But life isn't build that way now is it?

I pursed my lips, not liking where this was going. It was going nowhere. It really was and it made me not want to go to school tomorrow more.

"Hey" A new voice said. I jump from the randomness. "Hey" I said flatly, giving a blank face to Davis. Yes, his here in front of me and I didn't even noticed. I really need to change that.

His blonde hair was messy as if he ran his hand through it a lot, hands in the pocket and an unreadable expression.

Oh yeah. Boys are confusing. Fucking confusing. I really need to remember that too. I stood up and brushed off imaginary dust on my arms. "How are you" He smiled but it wasn't a happy smile, it was more of a tired smile.

"I don't need this bullshit. You either just cut to the crap or leave" I snapped and dug my nails in my hand hard to keep from crying again. 

What's he doing to me. " I'm sorry. " He was genuinely sorry from the look he was giving me. "W-what" I stuttered, still not recovered from the shock. He sighed and took few steps closer to me.

"I said I'm sorry. Violet and I aren't really together. I just wanted a reaction from yo-" Outrage from what his saying I cut him off "You just wanted a reaction from me. Who do fuck do you think you are to fuck with my feelings huh" I walked up to his face angrilly.

He was about to say something when he stopped and blinked at me. I blinked back at him from the sudden change of demanor. Realizing what his doing, I continued. "This you will so regret. You're a fucking ass- "

"I fucked your feelings" He cut me off from calling him an asshole. He looked at me confused. "I fucked your feelings" he repeated.

At first I was confuse as to why he kept repeating but then I realized what I did. I slipped up and now his probably thinking that I'm like those stupid girls who falls for his looks and he'll be disgusted for me being so pathetic. I shook my head and walked backwards simultaneously.