I love you {Jack Maynard fanficton}

{14} goodbye

Jacks PoV
Why? I asked for this a year ago so why now?
Last year before I lived with Alexa I had a lot of free time and I had a meeting with my management company about going on tour. They Said they will sort something out. In the end I forgot about it as they hadn't said anything.
I kept re reading the text, maybe I read it wrong maybe it was joke, it couldn't be a joke. Could it?
This is what the messages said
Gleam: hi Jack, we have booked your tour that you requested  on Monday 14 April 2016 and you will be leaving in 3 days time for  11 months. You will be joined by 4 other YouTubers. We will send more information soon.
- gleam.

I don't want to go anymore, I need to tell Alexa. "Alex" I called her that because I was to lazy to say "a" at the end. "Yes gorgeous" she replied  " can you come here I need to talk to you" I said worriedly. "What have I done I'm sorry for it" now she sounded worried "no no princess you haven't done anything, it's about my management and stuff"
"Ok,go ahead"
"Ok so last year before I lived with you I had a lot of free time and I applied for a tour, they said ok and they only just got back to me, they have biked me t-to go on tour" I said wanting to cry at This point.
"Wow, err for how long" she sounded confused and worried now.
" well I go In about 3 days" I stopped and breathed "and I go away for e-ele-eleven months"
Alexa said nothing, I had tears on my cheeks. Suddenly Alexa burst out in to tears and hugged me. "Don't go Jack,please,I can't be without you for 11 minutes let alone 11 months"  her tears dripping onto my shoulder by now as she hugged me Whilst we sat on out living room floor. I was sat with my legs in a line and Alexa sat on me hugging me as I hugged her back. I didn't want to let go, ever. She kissed me softly a couple of times. Short but soft, kind kisses. I didn't want to go.

**3 days later**
I was sat on the sofa with Alexa laying in front of me, we were spooning whilst watching 'me before you' which Alexa  loved. I could feel her tears dripping on my hand. I was leaving today for 11 months. I didn't want to go, not really. But I had to now. When the film finished Alexa sat up and hugged me, she didn't say anything, we just sat there just holding each other, close, closer then ever. I'm leaving in about 5 hours as my flights and night flight. It's currently four and I leave at 9, we take of at about 11. We are of to America and then we go to places like Canada, Germany etc.

Alexas PoV

I couldn't help but cry and hug him. I couldn't let him go. What if he finds someone better then me and leaves me? what If he forgets me? My head was just full of 'what ifs' and I cried more. I was just holding Jack so close. I will miss him like mad.
A/n
Sorry for not updating again in a short while, I've been with my family and stuff💗
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