I love you {Jack Maynard fanficton}

{17} you did this to me

Jacks pov
Whilst I was away I called Alexa a few times where's she's answered  maybe about 5-6 or something like that. She's not answered my calls and I'm really worried. I can't wait to see her when I get home. I'm actually in the taxi right now!  I've missed everything about Alexa including her smile and her eyes, they're my favourite thing about her, she's absolutely gorgeous. Whilst away I had called the lads, they said Alexa was fine she just could rn bare to talk to me as it made her upset. I don't know if they're lying but I'll soon find out. As I pull up outside the familiar apartment pay the uber driver and grab my bags, he helps as there's a lot. I unlocked
The sore excepting to smell the soft scent of candles that alexa liked to burn     
, but instead I got a whiff of alcohol. Strong alcohol so vodka I suspect. Did she have a party? Why could I smell vodka?  I walk I further and place my bags in the short hallway and head upstairs to our/her bedroom and what I see was shocking, I start to cry as I realise that's Alexa and she sat their lifeless, with scars and cuts all up her arm, messy long hair,that's clearly not be cut, a horrible smell of vodka and bo and she was drunk, that's why I could smell the vodka. "Alexa" I spoke up. "What do you want" she replied, that's hurt me a lot. "I missed you, I'm home now, from my tour do you remember me?" " of course I remember you, you did this to me and it's ruined my life, you should be ashamed of yourself" I was hurt inside and began to cry more.
I had enough all ready, Alexa always annoyed me when she was drunk somehow.
I got into my car that i hadn't driven in months and I drove to joes, luckily when I turned up all the lads where there. I knocked and joe let me in "heyyyy Jack, how you been?" Joe said excitedly. "I've been better" "what do you mean jack are you alright?
"No, and why did you lie to me?" I said quite bitterly.
"Jack what do you mean?" He said really confused.
"You know exactly what I mean Joeseph!" I said angrily now.
"Ok ok, so when you asked about her we didn't know what to say, we haven't even seen her ourselves and she ignored out calls so we told her she was fine so you didn't get worried, I'm sorry mate I just didn't want you to have to leave your tour and Come home."  He genuinely sounds serious and honest. " well you should seen why she's not answering" I shot back. "She's drum, she has scars cuts and dry blood all up her arm, she smells of vodka and bo get hairs Messy and she told me she hated me because I've done this to her and ruined her life. By the end of this i was in tears. She was right I did ruin her life, I wish I never went on tour and things were back to normal.

A/n jeeeeeee whizz😂 This is making me cry I'm so emotional😂😂 so I'm not sure when the next update is but Ty for all the votes and reads lysm😘💗