My Schism

09

I open my eyes and scan the room slowly. My eyes land on the trays placed on the floor. I get out of bed and feel the ache between my thighs. My whole body is sore.

I swallow my antidepressants and find two unfamiliar pills. I eye the pills slowly.

Should I take them? 

Putting something I'm unaware off in my system is illogical. I eat the rest of my food and lay back in bed.

How do they put the trays in the rooms everyday?

I want to get out of here.I hear Justin groan.

"Goodmorning"  I say

"Everything hurts"

I smile

"eat your breakfast." I articulate nonchalantly

I hear him get out of bed and sit besides me.

He stares at his tray without saying anything. This is not normal. Justin doesn't know when to shut up.

"Are you okay?" I avert my eyes to his face

His lips are swollen and one of his eyes are closed.

"There is a weird pill on my tray." He says

"Yeah, I have two new ones too ." I say

Justin swallows all the pills and drinks his water

"What are you doing?"  I ask

"taking my pills?"

"You dont know what you're swallowing!" 

"Yeah so?" he asks

"What if it's a drug. Or toxic. You don't know what it is!"  I can't believe he's that illogical

"I'd rather die than stay here anyways" 

I feel pain. I feel pain in my chest. This pain is different. Ive never felt anything like it before. I know it's not a heart attack. I feel like my heart has stopped beating. But I know it's beating,otherwise I wont be alive right now. His words hurt me

I -I don't want him to die.

"We'll get out of here" I assure him

I walk towards the bathroom and strip off my clothes.

What's happening to me?

Death is inevitable. It's illogical to want someone to stay with you forever. Its illogical to feel...an emotion because of someone's words.

When have I become so illogical?

I wait for the bath to fill and throw a pink bathbomb. The way the colour dissolves with the water, is beautiful. It makes me feel..peaceful inside.

I get in the bath slowly and try to relax. This is nice.

Why are they keeping us here and why are giving us such luxuries?

Justin POV;

I finish my breakfast and lay on my bed. I want to get out of here.Whats the point of keeping me in here any ways?.

"Bieber,come you're leaving" 

My head snaps towards the open door.

"Where do you want to take me?"
I ask the blond man

"We are changing your cells"  he says simply

"And Annalyn?"  I ask. I need to make sure she's safe