Love and Bliss Combined | ✔

#10

I woke up as I felt someone's arm tighten around me. I opened my eyes and saw Alec staring down at me. He gave me big smile which I returned. He swooped in to give me a peck on the lips which gave me flutters in the stomach. He got up showing his bare chest that gave me the blush.

"Come on, I have been waiting for you get up. It's way past breakfast time. My mom called to come down." He picked all the necessities for a bath and went in to take a shower. Meanwhile I got up and started going through his room. I never wondered why he still lived with his parents. There pictures hung on the wall next to the mirror. I saw most of the pictures were of his family. But there was a picture of him with a cute girl that caught my attention. She was a cute blonde, her hair were very long. She was wearing a yellow dress. They both were giving huge smile to the camera.

I don't know what the feeling I got when I saw this. I never wondered about my relationship with Alec; where was it headed. Sure he was my boyfriend, I like him very much. He makes my heart beat fast by doing small yet romantic things. I was scared of falling for him. All my life was full of miserable happenings. I found one thing that made me happy and that was intimacy with Alec. I never wondered about 'love'. I have never been in love. I asked myself could I bear it if I saw him with someone else. My heart replied with a pang of pain. Then I thought if he left me would I sad or heartbroken. I died a little when I thought of that. All the good times I had spent with him came back to me reminding of the exciting and fun moments I have had with him. I couldn't bear the thought of him leaving me. I hoped that he feels the same way. When I looked at the picture again, I just wanted to rip it off the wall and break it into tiny little pieces. Just looking at her made me angry and jealous. That's when it dawned on me that I was way far from falling for him; I had already fallen for him.

I love him. I will always love him. My heart began to beat fast when I thought of that. I felt a little sad when I thought of the possibility of him loving the girl from the picture and not me. But it felt great to acknowledge it. I was pulled away from the lovey dovey feelings I was discovering when Alec came out of the bathroom with only pajamas hung around his hips and a towel on his shoulder. His wet hair made me swoon over him. He looked so handsome that I could just jump on him. My face had completely gone red which by the way was not the only thing he noticed. He shook his head and which sent the water droplets on me. I sent the best glare I could muster in his way.

He snickered. "Why are you all red?" He asked me with a wiggle of his eyebrows. Wasn't that obvious?

"Put on a shirt, will you?" I scowled at him.

"Why? Do you I make you nervous?" He said as he came a little closer. I bet he could hear how the fast my heart was pounding against my chest.

"Umm, N-no." I said in the strongest tone I could use.

"Yeah, you are nervous. Just to be even, you make me tense with all that sexiness you show wearing my clothes."

My eyes widened at his confession. I blushed hard looking down. I forgot I was wearing his shirt and shorts. I didn't know how he found me sexy when I was looking like a hobo in his clothes that barely fit me. When I looked up in his eyes, I couldn't understand what it was I saw in them. He leaned in and kissed me on the lips. I tried to push him away thinking I hadn't even brushed my teeth yet, he held me tightly by snaking his arms around my waist. I gave in and kissed him back. I loved the possessive feeling I got from him. It had been forever since I had someone who cared about me like that.

The kiss turned into a make out session. We would have gone further if there was not knocking on the door. We groaned at the interruption.

"What?" Alec yelled at the person outside the door.