Upside Down♛Muke

Feel Me

Luke's pov-

It had been a day since me and Michael made out nothing has changed he's still sweet to me and we're still close. Today Michael told me he wanted to talk to me. What was it? Did I do something wrong?

-Hey Mikey what do you wanted to talk to me about?-

-Luke how can I say it?-

-Just do it-

-We've been super close for years now and I really love you to death dearLukeHemmingswoukdyouwanttobemyboyfrind?-

-What say slower Mikey?-

-Dear Luke Hemmings would you want to be my boyfriend?-

I froze what did he just say? How could he love someone like me? As fat and ugly and useless as I am.

-Michael are you serious?-

-Of course I am Lukey-

-I'd love to be your boyfriend Mikey-

He smiled so bright, he's so damn beautiful especially when he smiles like that.

When I opened my eyes his lips were on mine and he was hugging me. I slowly stepped back smiling.

-I love you Mikey-

-I love you more Lukey-

-Luke, Michael what's wrong aren't you coming for breakfast?-

-Sure we are- Michael yelled to the boys that were in the kitchen.

-Mikey I'm not hungry I'll go back to my bed-

-Luke you're going to eat baby-

-But Mikey?- I said without noticing I was shaking and crying and Michael hugged me and told me that everything was going to be alright.

-Mikey I'll eat something in my room please?-

-You promise me you'll eat?-

-Pinkie promise-

-Okay let's go to the kitchen I'll grab you something-

-Okay baby- I had no idea he was going on my way? Like he actually believed me!

We went to the kitchen and greeted the other two.

-Good morning guys- both me and Michael said sweetly

-Good morning Muke- Ashton replied and Calum just nodded smiling

-How was sleep? - I turned to Cashton

-Good I slept with angels-

-One angel I guess- Michael said smiling at Ashton

-How do you know I slept with Calum?-

-You never sleep alone- Michael replied grabbing an apple which was like the only thing I ate in months, but not today.

-Here you go Luke, hopefully you can get some rest after you eat that-

-Thank you Mikey- I smiled heading to the bedroom

-Why is Luke never eating with us anymore?-

-He had a headache- Michael lied because they didn't know about my eating disorder and I told Michael not to tell them and he didn't, well not yet I know I'll eventually need to tell them the truth just not so soon or they'll think I'm a freak and leave the band.

That was the only thing I heard throwing the apple to the trash and laying on my bed my head exploded and I fell asleep.

After what it seemed hours I heard a knock on my door.

-How's this?-

-Michael, can I come in?-

-Sure baby-

He opened the door getting next to my bed sitting and closing the door.

-What are you doing here baby? - I asked with my eyes wide open.

He got up and walked to the trash bin piking the apple he gave me earlier.

-What's this Luke?-

-I'm sorry Michael I told you I wasn't hungry- My stomach had to start mumbling

-Well but you are right now so I'll make you something better to eat, come with me- He pushed me up and held my hand getting me with him to the kitchen even though I didn't want to, but I didn't scream I don't want the other boys to find out.

-Would you like some pancakes Luke?-

-What else can I get; I'm not in a mood for hot food-

-You can get whatever you want-

-I want some cheerios Michael-

-Sure Luke, want anything else?-

-No thanks Michael-

Michael walked to the cupboard and got a packet of cheerios opening it and throwing some at a bowl, about half of it since it was a hug bowl.

-Here you have Luke now make sure to eat it-

-Thanks Mikey- We both walked to the couch and sat down Michael was already putting eyes on me, I knew I had to eat at all in front of him, but still I couldn't gain any more weight so I'll have to throw it up later since he doesn't know I'll do it.

He watched me till I ate my last bite and the bowl was empty.

-You did very well Luke, wanna watch a movie now?-

-Hum sure, you can choose I'll be right back-

-Hum sure-

(This might be trigging)

I walked towards the bathroom noticing the rest of the boys were out, I walked in and loked the door, I stared at the mirror for a few seconds then walked to the toilet getting down on my knees and quickly opening the bath tub water so he wouldn't notice. When it was open I let it poor for a couple seconds before I got two fingers in my throat I forced twice till my meal came out, I did it a few more times till I started to vomit just water and blood-

(It's safe now)

I got up, unlooked the door and went back to my room where Mikey was choosing a movie.

-Did you choose yet? - I asked him closing the door.

-Yes, we should watch Suicidal Squad since it just came out-

-Sounds good- I tried to sound exited but my voice kept creaking

-You alright Luke?-

-Yes, I'm fine- I knew sooner or later he was going to find out but I wanted it to be later.

I guess this is my biggest chapter so yh I hope it wasn't too boring.

If you liked this chapter or the story in general make sure to vote (pls I beg you) and also give me some feedback, tell me what I should do in my nest chapter or story. Love y'all! - Ju

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