Upside Down♛Muke

Tell me what to do about you

Michael pov- I know Luke isn't alright I really wish he trusted me enough to tell me what's going on with him but I know he's not going to tell me so I have to figure out a way of him telling me without forcing him.

But how? I can't just ask him what's wrong cause he'll say he's fine but he's not and fuck this is making me so mad at him I just want him to be alright.

Luke pov- Me and Mikey have been watching this movie for almost one hour now and he's all eyes on me why can't he understand that I'm fine? Well maybe because I'm not fine at all!

-You don't like this movie that much do you Michael?-

-I really do why you asking Luke?-

-Cause you've been watching me instead of the movie-

-It's because you're beautiful Lukey- He whispered in my ear softly I could feel my back hairs getting up as I blushed.

Every time I'm alone with Michael I felt like everything is alright for that moment I feel good and I just never want him to leave but the second he does I just smile to myself instead of missing him because every time he stays a little bit longer with me.

-You're a liar Michael- I whispered in his ear and quickly made my way to the other side of the couch so he wouldn't heat me, he always does that when I bring myself down, he hates when I do it but there's nothing good to say about me so I just say what I think out loud. Not everything between I never told him much about my eating disorder nor self-harm and since he doesn't know much about it anyways I might be save.

-I'm not a liar Luke and if you want I'll tell you how beautiful you are everyday till the day you agree with me, till the day you start loving yourself baby- He walked up to me since the couch was big cause we are four and sat next to me pressing soft kisses against my lips.

[Don't read this if you don't like smuts I'll tell you went it's safe]

He then started to press his soft lips against my chest and he started to take my shirt off but I shocked my head no it's not like I didn't want to do this is just that I didn't like when Michael saw me naked cause I'm so fat and ugly and he has such an amazing body he'll probably feel disgusted.

-Sh Lukey there's no need to be insecure, your body is beautiful- He kept taking my shirt off but this time I let him.

-Go ahead baby you can take mine if you want- Michael said softly pressing soft kisses on my forehead. I got on my knees and started to take his shirt off I could see it on his face that he was also insecure but of what he's just beautiful.

As I top his shirt off he got both of our shirts and throw them on the ground kissing my chest.

Then I started pressing soft kisses on my tummy as I blushed even more if that's possible I don't remember if it happened the last time but that didn't really count since we were drunk .

He placed his hand on mine and I pressed my lips against his, he started biting my lip and got on his tong out of the way so I could use mine he smiled as I tried to use my tongue but I didn't know what to do so he used his. I must say that I'm the worse with kissing I didn't have my real first kiss till last week when Michael kissed me as we cuddled. It felt right even though I didn't know what I was supposed to do but to be honest Michael found it cute that I didn't know how to kiss and he told me I was the first guy he ever kissed.

Michael got up and bought a bottle with him and I've never seen that before I knew that wasn't something to drink but didn't know what that was for.