Lately I've seen all the drama everywhere with Justin and stuff so I've been kind of worried about him. He's my bestfriend but I haven't heard from him in quite a while. He was gone to Japan but he was supposed to have came home like 2 days ago. I'm kind of upset he hasn't called or even texted since he got home. It's been almost 3 weeks since we saw each other last. I'm definitely very worried about him especially with everything that's going on.
I was ripped out of my thoughts when I heard a knock at the door. I stood from the stool at my vanity thanking god I was done with my makeup and hair since someone was here. I flipped my hair behind my shoulders and looked down at my outfit. A big tshirt and some nike shorts. Oh well no big deal, I thought to myself as I started down the stairs. Whoever was at the door must have been impatient because they knocked again. I finally reached the door and twisted the knob pulling it open.
"Justin?" I looked up at his very red eyes. He looked so vulnerable and all I wanted to do was hug him.
"H-hey." he struggled to push the word out of his throat. A few years slid down his cheeks and dripped onto the fabric of the black tshirt he was wearing.
"C'mere." I grabbed his hand pulling him in the door gently. I wrapped an arm around his waist leading him to the couch. "Jay are you alright?" I asked looking at his sad eyes after he sat down beside me.
"I don't know." he said simply.
"You can tell me anything Jay. Anything at all. I'm all ears." I reached into his lap grabbing his large hand with my smaller one. I gently rubbed my thumb across the top of his soft hand. Using my free hand, I reached up wiping his few tears away.
"They all hate me." It was like it was the only words he could get out.
"Who hates you Justin?" I furrowed my brows wiping his tears once more.
"Everyone Y/n. Everyone." he let out a loud sob and I felt my heart shatter in 1000 pieces.
"I don't hate you Jay. I could never hate you." I moved his hands and slid myself into his lap. I lifted his head up with my fingers making him look at me. "Jay look at me. No one hates you. I promise. Everything is gonna be just fine. Okay? Do you trust me?" I asked picking his hand up once again.
"I don't know what to do. Everything is just awful. I want to be happy Y/n. And I'm not." I had to fight back my own tears this time.
"Justin, you can be happy. You need to think about all the good things you have. Those fans love you. They adore you and every move you make. You're living your biggest dreams Jay. You are living the life you always wanted. Okay? You have me. You will ALWAYS have me. No matter who comes and goes, I'm here for good. Alright? Now let me see that smile that I love soooo much." I giggled pinching his nose as if he was a baby. Slowly but surely, the grin spread across his face.
"Thanks Y/n. You're the best." he wrapped his muscular arms around my waist. I wrapped mine around his neck feeling him bury his face in my chest.
"So you wanna tell me about this new girl?" I asked as he pulled away. I was still sitting in his lap.
"She's just a girl I don't know." I still had my hand laying on the back of his neck softly rubbing his scalp with my thumb. This was regular behavior for the two of us.
"Are y'all a thing?" I asked grinning.
"She's kind of different. I don't know. I definitely don't think she's the one or anything. I haven't heard from her today at all actually." he played with the ends of my long hair nonchalantly.
"Sounds like some girl." I teased leaning into him. "I missed you a lot." I sighed laying my head on his shoulder.
"You have no idea." he made that sound that everyone makes when they've been crying. I absentmindedly traced the tattoos on his muscular arm.
"Hey Justin?" I said after a few minutes of comfortable silence.
"Hm?" he hummed back signaling he was getting sleepy.
"What if I told you I loved you? What would you think?" I asked still laying in the same position.
"I don't know. Where did that come from y/n?" his raspy voice was soothing.
"I don't know. I just thought maybe, I don't know. None of our other relationships seem to be the one. Maybe it's because we're looking in the wrong places." I suggested softly. I wasn't sure what his reaction might be.
"Y/n?" I lifted my head off of his shoulder and looked in his eyes.
"Yeah?" I glanced down at his mouth as he licked his lips.
"I do love you I think." he said softly.
"Good because I love you too. Can you do something for me?" I asked looking at his mouth again.
"Anything." he whispered.
"Kiss me." I didn't even have time to look at his face after saying it. He pressed his lips to mine in a sweet kiss.
"I thought you'd never ask." he smiled after pulling away. "Maybe I can be happy after all." he pecked my lips again.
"Maybe." I smiled to myself happy with whatever I just got myself into.
