Soramafu ONESHOTS (#2!!) [COMPLETED]

6. I Don't Expect This

          Soraru was exhausted. Mentally, and physically. He was back from his one man live, which just ended yesterday, and he felt like he had never slept in years. When he unlocked the door to his house, he was faintly surprised to see an albino sitting on his chair, spinning it around.
          "Mafu, why are you here?" He asked tiredly. Already he felt like crashing into his bed and not wake up. But when the albino looked up at him with teary eyes, he jolted a bit and was a little more awake than just now. "Why are you crying? Come here, Mafu," he opened his arms to let Mafu crashed into his body, murmuring soothing words as he hugged him. "Tell me why, Mafu," he said, and was pushed away slightly by the said male.
          "It was nothing," he mumbled. "Sorry for disturbing you when I know you need your sleep." He was turning back when he felt two arms around him, and suddenly, he was pulled behind to crash into a male's body. "C'mon," was all Soraru said when he pulled Mafu gently into his bedroom.
          The albino sat silently as he watched Soraru getting ready for sleep, a slight blush in his face. Once the raven-haired male was done, he climbed into the bed and laid down. He pulled Mafu towards his chest and sighed.
          "What's wrong?" He asked and Mafu sniffed. "You know...bullying, the usual stuff, and all that. It was getting a bit too much so I decided to come to your house to ...um...calm down..?" Soraru looked at the already squirming male, and noticed that he was trying to hide his left arm away. He pulled up Mafu's arm, ignoring his muffled sound of protest, and glared at it.
           "There are scars." His words came out flat, and the albino flinched slightly. "Did you cut yourself again?" He moved his attention to Mafu, who stiffened. "It's not that-" "-was I not good enough for you?" "-no-please-" "-do you want to be left alone for a while?" The last question had an unanswered question, which was "do you want to break up?"
           Mafu's jaw dropped in shock, and he gazed at Soraru in horror. "What?" He asked, horror in his voice. Soraru threw his arm over his eyes. "I'm sorry, Mafu, but if that's what you want....I'm sorry. I'm very tired, can we not have this conversation now?" He looked so tired, so drained, that Mafu just stood up and went out, mumbling a soft 'good night' as he let himself out.

= + =

            It was another morning. When Soraru woke up, it was already 10, but he still felt like someone had ran him over. Everything hurts. When he remembered what happened yesterday, his mind hurt even worse. "Damnit," he mumbled, pressing his palms into his forehead. He glanced at his phone, and texted the albino.

[Can we meet today?]

       He waited for around ten minutes before he received a reply.

[Sure.]

       He frowned when he looked at the reply. There isn't the usual emojis, or anything that hinted at his excitement or happiness...or any of his emotions. It irked him.

[What's wrong?]

[Nothing.]

        Soraru groaned out, and banged his head on the table in frustration. He is going to kill Mafu. In fact, he is toeing that line of love and hate towards the cute little albino right now.

            Soraru sat at one of the chairs facing the fantastic view of the beach. This beach cafe, although far away, was Mafu and his favourite cafe. And so he arranged to meet here. Of course, he offered to fetch the albino, but the said male just replied with a [No. I'll be fine.]  And he had been so pissed off then that he almost broke the mirror in front of him.
          He crossed his arm when he spied the familiar white hair bouncing towards the cafe, and made no move to get up when he approached him. "Soraru-san." The voice of his, the beautiful voice of his, is unnaturally subdued today, and that made the raven-haired male scowl.
            "What's wrong with you?" He blurted out, twisting around to stare at the albino. He was wearing a long-sleeved shirt with loose pants, but Soraru found it weird that his little angel wore long sleeves if he hates this hot weather.
          "Nothing," Mafu sighed and sat down. His skin was more paler than usual, and his eyes are dull. Soraru grabbed for Mafu's arm and he pushed the sleeve up, his jaw dropping as he did.

          Numbers of scars covered his arm, lots of them still fresh and some with traces of blood. Mafu bit his lip and yanked back his arm, cradling it against his chest, his expression one of pain and despair. "Stop it!" He yelled, drawing attention from the other customers and workers in the cafe.
            Soraru frowned and got up, pulling Mafu along with him, again. Only this time, when they reached his house, he let go of him immediately, like he couldn't stand touching him. The albino fell to the floor and stayed there, refusing to meet the raven-haired male.
          Soraru folded his arms and said, "What happened," in a cold voice. Mafu could sense that this isn't a question, but a command. Without wanting to, tears welled up in his eyes, and he wiped them away, cursing softly. Soraru did not say anything, but he seemed contented to stare at the albino.

            "You said- said you want to break up with me-" another tear slid down his face. "-and I don't want you to leave me- I- I-" he sobbed, and covered his face with his hands, the sleeves falling down slightly to reveal just how many cuts he made on them.
         Soraru couldn't really take it, so he took Mafu's hands in his, and leaned in, kissing away his tears. "Don't cry, okay?" He asked softly, leaning his forehead against Mafu's. "I was kidding, okay? It's a joke. I still love you."
          The was a moment of silence before Mafu hit Soraru on the arm. "Ow!" "How dare you lied to me- like that- like- like", he blushed and turned away, obviously deciding to pout. "Aw, don't be like that," the raven-haired male cooed, hugging the albino from behind. "Hmph!" "Mafu..", Soraru licked Mafu's neck, getting a bigger reaction that make him hungry for more.

        "Nnn, I can't take it anymore!" He tackled the albino to the floor and....they didn't come out of the room until the next morning.

A/N : Yeah, the ending is stupid. ;-; I know. I know. Sorry..... I started this yesterday and was about to include smut but it's over 1000 words uwu sorry..

---nomuraaru