Soramafu ONESHOTS (#2!!) [COMPLETED]

19. No Love Lost

          Soraru glanced at his phone worriedly, it had been a few hours since Mafu had arrived back in Japan. To be honest, the raven-haired male is scared to see him, as he can't bear to look him in the eyes and listen to him tell his stories about his trip with Luz.
            Just in time, his phone rang, and he almost dropped his cup of coffee. With shaking hands, he took it, and answered the phone. "..Yes?" He prayed that his voice isn't shaking, since he doesn't want to be embarrassed in front of Mafu. "Ah! I have arrived, Soraru-san! Let's meet at Starbucks!" Right after that, he hung up, and Soraru muttered a small curse.

           He slide down and sighed. He really doesn't want Mafu to know that he had been waiting for the albino since he tweeted that he is arriving. Soon, the familiar albino came into his line of view and he stared at Mafu as he took his seat opposite him.
          "How's Luz?" Mafu grinned. "He's great!" I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you- Soraru closed his eyes. Everything seemed too bright now. "We might be getting engaged!" What. He said it out, and Mafu smiled. "Yup! He proposed to me."
           I really want to kill myself right now. "You are really a great matchmaker, Soraru-san, to set me up with Luz!" The albino let out a cute laugh. Soraru feel like screaming. "I know I'm good." His lying, traitorous mouth. He gripped his hands together and forced a smile. "Really. Must you be so arrogant?" Mafu laughed in respond after his words.
           I should not have introduced you to Luz. Soraru crossed his arms. "Remember to invite me to Your wedding." "Done! You will be the first I'll tell!" I don't want to know, I don't want to come- Soraru let out a chuckle. "Obviously."
           Mafu glanced at his watch and gaped. "Shit! I forgot I need to meet Luz!" "For what?" Soraru leaned forward, a grin plastered on his face. "We are going to check out the tuxedos for our engagement party!" Why must it be him? The raven-haired male examined his fingernails and nodded. "Yeah, sure, just go."

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          He went home, falling on the sofa without turning on the lights. He really does not want to see his pathetic face right now. Though this just reminded him of a conversation he had with Mafu once.

"Soraru-san, you know when you get jealous you actually look ugly."
"Are you saying that I look good when I don't get jealous?" Soraru laughed, but Mafu blushed. "Well..." The albino smiled a little. "I guess..?"

            Soraru wiped his tears away, gritting his teeth. "If I was the one that started this, I need to let him go." He sank down on his couch and sighed.

"But maybe I can't...."

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         Without knowing, it's already a month. Soraru stood in the garden, smiling at Mafu and Luz as he made small talk with them. "..Soraru-san." "Hmm?" He looked at Lon beside him. "Don't you feel sad?" "Why so?" "You like Mafumafu-san." The blonde closed her eyes. "Aren't you jealous that you aren't the one?" Soraru smiled and looked back at the newly-engaged couple.

"Someone once told me that I don't look good when I'm jealous."

          Lon blinked. "Who is it?" "A friend." "Ah." The albino is walking towards the pair, and when he reached, he smiled a broad, happy smile. "Hey! You guys came!" "Of course, Mafumafu-san!" Lon giggled and laughed. "Soraru-san?" Mafu asked, staring at the raven-haired male. I can't do it... "Yeah?" "Can you follow me when I go look at rings?" "Isn't Luz following you?" Mafu shook his head. "A surprise for him~!" Can you not smile so happily when you are talking about another guy?
         Soraru ignored Lon's pitying look and nodded instead. "Yeah, sure. Since your style is so bad, someone got to look after you." Too bad I'm not the one that will look after you forever. Mafu beamed. "Thanks!!!" Luz called him, and he waved back at the pair before returning to his fiance.
          "Why don't you reject the offer?" "..." "Soraru-san." "..I can't." Soraru closed his eyes.

"I'm too weak."

A/N : HALLO! I wanted to listen to Soraru's game live but it's loading too much...ugh. This may be a one shot, or it may be continued. I haven't decide on it yet. Anyway what you have here is angst! Oh and um, I might not update any of my stories during this week and next week, unless it's weekends since I have something to do, haha.

By the way, don't you think that Soraru treat Lon much more gentler than how he treats Mafu? I mean... it's not like I ship SoraLon but...maybe? I might try to write a SoraLon fanfic. After I finish some of my stories first. So tell me how you think about that. Thank you as always, for reading my stories!

-Aru