Just Memorable Moments...

My name...

I remembered something that happened about a few months ago around May 5th,2015 on a thursday....Kaine obviously is in the story lol....that day I stayed after school to hang out with my friends Anthony and Dulce...in the morning they met each other awkwardly...Dulce would tell me how she would have a crush on Anthony and wanted me to help her to have her talk to him but she was too shy..I had to go take care of something first in the morning so I told her to wait for me by my locker. When I came back i saw them patting each others heads and were sitting next to each other as well...They were acting awkwardly but oh well..they started talking just saying hi and saying their names..but that was about it..they ended up tickling eachother and feeling each others hair which was weird. Dulce looked liked she was flirting more but oh well...cute...then at the end of the day I ask my mom if I can stay afterschool to help out drama club and sell food for the Legally Blonde play...she said it was fine as long as I call my dad and notify him to pick me up later...Anthony then asked me if i can stay afterschool and help him talk to Dulce...I said its okay as long as I do my duties for the club...I was supposed to sell food and drinks or candy lol cx..but knowing I cant speak well because of my past...I had a terrible past as a kid and my best friend Maria knows about it..Shinyu as well and probably Mikochan too cx...I remember I used to be physically hurt by the bullies...well it was like a one time and one time with my kindergarten teacher as well....I really hated my kindergarten teacher..I f******* hated her so much...Ms.Sanz... I remember that I was supposed to glue down on paper number i cut and well...I was a kid...and i didn't know how to open a glue bottle so I opened the whole cap and spilled all over the floor..I wanted to tell my teacher for help but when she was coming towards me she had a really mean upset scary look on her face and i decided to try and run away into the bathroom that was in the classroom and avoid her..but before i could she took a grip on my arm and it started to hurt me with her nails..she yelled at my face and told me that I was on a time out and threw me at my seat and didn't care that I was crying..I haven't told my parents until like my first year of high school...such terrible f***** up moments i had as a kid that hurt me so much...my past might have been my pain but i'll make it my lesson in the future...i'll be strong..ehhhhh one of my bullies might have chocked me and almost killed me but its whatever i'm used to it.. /.\ ...i have friends i care about...but enough about me..i'll talk about this day lol cx...   So the play didn't start until like 6-7 pm and I was hanging out with Mario ( yeah I know in the first part I didn't like what he did but I forgave him and now we just talk normally) and luigi talking and having fun talking about weird stuff XD sometimes perverted and i'll call them weirdos but more about video games is what we converse about..and Dulce came towards us and hanged out for a bit until Anthony came and I followed them...It was mostly awkward the whole time because no one spoke..and well we just walked around the school and they both knew I had a crush on Kaine and usually on thursdays theres chess club and he goes..we passed by there but i didn't see him so i was like oh well ..and then we went upstairs to the science hallway by the windows we sat down...they were by the stairs while i was just by the windows..(oh and i forgot to mention..Dulce spoke Spanish so she kind of knows english a little bit so thats why it was awkward cuz they both couldn't talk well...and Anthony he knows english as well as spanish but he prefers english..)and next thing you know I don't hear them talking..and to my surprise I see them making out right there...I felt a bit uncomfortable but oh well  /.\ ... they were talking for like an hour and kissing...then I kinda had to go and so did Dulce..we walked towards the  senior doors and she left giving me and Anthony a hug...but i feel bad for his ex Marissa she went to the hospital after their breakup because of Anthony xc...I feel bad but I just only wanted to help Dulce... I didn't mean for Anthony and Dulce to date so soon when they just met..oh well what happened happened /.\ I was happy for them but I felt really bad /.\ ...then Anthony had to go...It was already like 5:30 kinda and we were setting up the food, drinks and candy. There was like 3-4 drama club members there helping out while i was in the back just helping and standing up..Then next thing you know I see a tall guy with long hair and glasses coming towards the exit where the senior doors are at and with 2 short guys with glasses as well...that's when I realized It was Kaine,JR, and Silvester xc..My heart started to race and I knew I was going to expect something...he came towards the table to buy himself food and a drink and I think a candy too lol...I didn't want him to notice me so I hid behind someone while he was paying and then he was walking away...I felt happy but sad...I wanted to say hi but I was just too nervous..I looked at him leaving and looked away...and then I heard "Anna!" I turned to look and it was Kaine stopped and looked at me waving hi while he was walking away...I waved back..and then he was walking out the door...he said my name...I haven't heard my name in a really long time coming from him..I started to fangirl and feel so happy and idk...i really cannot explain the words to describe when i'm with him...it's so many feelings build up inside that it hurts so much just to hold them in..Idk I fell like he notices me...Maria and Lucas says he does like me back but I still don't believe it...it may seem that way but there's no proof from him.......then I continued with my job and at the end of the day my dad picked me up...and I started to think about that day..huh i was right that he got out of Chess club with JR and Silvester...but i'll see him again at anime club...I'm glad he made my day when I thought it was going bad...Notice me Senpai? lol jk..but thanks for saying my name...I love you..