Just Memorable Moments...

彼は私にキスした...❤️

Today marks the day I will never forget...the dreams i've had for a long time with me and kaine came true....as it starts off with just a regular day at school... As I wake up every morning ust to get ready to school I text back my friend gizmo as well as my friend from Sweden named John and hes like my older brother to me and we met on kik. Even though he's so far away we talk on a daily basis and talk about weeb stuffs cuz that's just how we are xD. and we've been meaning to videochat for a very long time now and sadly he couldn't because he wasnt okay. It made me really sad honestly because I thought i did something but idk honestly. It was around 8:41 I started to procrastinate and start doing my homework before class started at 10....So i started to listen to some music meanwhile and it was around 9:30 and my other classmate named atif came by and then started to mess around with me. In a way I believe he messes around with me to much that one day again I'll eventually start crying like my second day of school. and its not easy to deal with him because he's nice at times but he can be such a big meanie and punch me or push me around. a lot of my classmates ship me and him but i dont like him like that neither does he feel that way towards me so i'm glad. As class started it was an easy day and I didn't get stressed out at all today until I entered my math class dun dun dunnnnnnn ;-; ..I honeslty don't like my math class because my teacher skips so many steps when i'm trying to learn and she does it on purpose and I know for sure I'll have to retake the class. I don't mind as long as I am trying to learn them appropriately. and I learned like 25% of that class and thats it. My teacher is really nice but I just don't like the way she teaches. As I kept looking at my phone for time to speed up. It was already 3:30 and I was already in a rush to leave wahhhhh and then again I didn't learn anything in math so i just drew instead in my notebook. I loved how the mini drawings I drew turned out and well  after class ended I started to walk out of the building and headed to the main CLC campus. As I headed upstairs to my corner I see my friends as well as Kaine. I head towards my friend Francisco and I lay my head next to his shoulder as he says "ahhhhh this cute girl is next to me helppp" I then hug him and hide next to him so Kaine wouldn't see me  look at him a lot and so I am less nervous But then my friend David says "my dear beloved anna hiii" and i just wave at him and still am hiding mwahaha cx. But then afterwards asks "where's Anna?" and he kneels back and sees me and i see him too and I go towards him and he says "hey" and I just put my hand on his head and i pat him. He opens his arms as I come close to him and hug him as he hugs me back and I just still stand next to him as he talks to my friend (sadly i forgot her name cuz i'm not good at remembering names ;-;) and then i sat next to him on the floor bellow the tripod camera that was there idk why it was there though but i just sat under there cx. As i was sitting i saw a toy elephant and i grabbed it cuz it was so cute and well i just holded it the whole time and looked down a lot nervous and Kaine just patted my head a lot and whispered in my ear "annaaaa" and i looked at him and he whispered again "can you hear meeeeeee?" i said "yesssss" and he asked "are you going out with gizmo?" and I said no I'm not but he calls dibs he says I told him and Kaine then asked.."do you like him?" and I said "a little but not that much." and then he asked how I was doing and I said eh. and told him I had arguments with my ex and so i cutted a while ago cx. and he looked at my wrists and  then afterwards my nails. He always looks at my nails and tries to prevent me from biting them but i can't help it...I have anxiety problems ;-; ...it was around 3:40 and I see my big buff cheeto puff cx and I gave him a really big hug and so does he and he pats me on the head and messes around with my hair until its super messy to the point my face is hiding. and then I go back to my spot and try and fix my hair and kaine just continues to make it worse. Then as everyone starts to leave I get lonely but everyone hugs me and pats me and squishes me and I felt like the baby of the group for some reason. everyone was away and it was just me and him..he asked me "so do you still like me?" and i just said "be quiet" i didn't want to be reminded because I would've been blushing so hard. and then I was trying to go hide and he then says "where are you going" and he pulls me towards him and I said yes I still do. then whispers in my ear...."if you had asked me out i wouldve said yes" I didn't pay attention until he told me the second time coming back....again I get nervous and start to hide. Everyone starts coming my way just to say bye and hugs and then again went back to their talk.and I start to go to my corner and Kaine comes up to me "why are you hiding?"..my corner i said (>-<) and says come here... and i'm like dont suffocate meeeeee (in my small corner) and as I had my eyes closed...he removes my hands out of the way of my face and starts to pull me closer...I felt his heart beat as mine beated too in harmony and puts his hand on my face...as my eyes are still closed..I feel his breath getting closer to my face...to the point I feel something....his lips...pressed against mine... so soft and gentle they were ..I thought to myself how is it this possible I must be dreaming ,this is a dream right?!.. as my eyes opened just a peek he wasn't in front of me anymore and my heart bursted..our first kiss....I thought it was just a dream but it was real and I thought to myself wow.....I start hide my face and slide down against the wall and someone asks are you okay? I nodded yeah as he also says "she's fine" while smiling...and in the end he says well I'm going to have to go now and he gives me a long hug..and leaves...Today marks the day of our kiss 11/28/17...skii des Kaine....