Just Memorable Moments...

~12/7/17~

Today another day of my heart bursting haha cx...I guess it was more of a pg-13 feeling when I was with him and its understandable that were both adults and I was okay with it..It all started with just being a regular thursday just trying to get ready for school and do my makeup as I knew I was going to see Kaine today..wahhhh I couldn't stop thinking about him literally the whole morning its not easy when you have these feelings inside for someone..Its a magical feeling I guess you can say..to the point you can't even breathe as you glance right at him just walking your way in the gamer corner. His hair fluffy as usual, his smile bright as can be, that shy look I can't help but just stare for a while. I honestly don't care about looks but their heart. Looks are merely just a bonus to me. Well anyway I just start to get ready for school and once I get there I just wait for class to start at 10 sadly. As I was there I was just listening to some music as well watch ssundee videos or thea and crainer haha I love their channels mainly cuz they're cool and I love minecraft cx.. I remembered we were supposed to meet at the school library for finals..well to do a final essay so I can be able to pass the class. I finished in time and I left to go upstairs with the rest of my peeps. And as I got there I see everyone and I think Kaine wasn't there yet..but as he showed up a little later I began to feel really nervous as he started to stare at me and ask me "do you want to go upstairs?" as I nod sure and we go up and we start to talk for a bit about how I was doing and how he was doing too and afterwards he reminds me about the drawing I was going to give him..I got quiet and nervous and start to look away.He said its okay you don't have to give it to me if you don't want to and starts reading his paper for homework for a class. I looked down and back at him and I standed up and said "I'll be right back" as I go down the steps I walk towards my small corner where I normally hide and grab my backpack and jacket as I start to head back upstairs I tell him to close his eyes. He closes them while I look at him and I gently grab out the drawings out of my backpack as I slid them over his legs and he starts to pt his paper down and I look away as quick as possible so he didn't have to see me blush "aweeeee" I hear as I hid in my corner right next to him as he grabs me and pulls me towards him as we lay on the floor cuddling as he kisses my forehead and wraps his arms around me as I have my head layed on his chest. I hear his heartbeat ..wow...such a nice rhythm and warmth I feel just by laying there for a minute as I hear it going faster every 4 seconds and then he tells me "you made me really thin" haha i said " I tried" he loved it he said and afterwards grabbed my hand and kissed it. Every touch he gives me I just start to malfunction and heat up..I cant help but just want to hold him so much. 3 mins passed by and he asks me "can I try something?" and I say okay as he starts to get up and starts to pull on my leg over his body...As I'm on top of him he holds me as he whispers to my ear "I've seen this in an anime" as he leans in and kisses my cheeks softly then down my neck as he sniffs me and tells me I smell nice and I like it as he tells me ...."I want to bite your neck right here" as he points and kisses it my sensitive neck ahhhh as i feel his teeth bite my neck I let out a slight moan but he didn't hear it. I got so flustered I end up hugging him as he tells me "you're so cute.. I like it" I got confused but he meant my natural scent I'm guessing or the perfume. As he hugs me tighter he asks "can I...kiss you?" I nod yes as he kisses me passionately as i feel his lips... and as I kiss him I feel his tongue too I understand now his kissing style...cute. We've been making out for the past 2 minutes or so but then after we heard someone pass by so we pushed each other away so no one would see us. I can tell we both blushed after that cuz we might've been afraid but then again he pulled me again towards him. He wrapped his arms around me from behind to the point he kinda touched my boobs. " Oops am I touching your boobs?" as I nod and he apologizes a lot and I say its fine " You wont be able to tell if you did or didn't because I'm really flat chested." he says "really? now i'm curious...can I?" I say "nope I'm not ready" as he pats my head and says its fine. So straightforwards about it I must say haha cx.... He takes off my glasses and has me try and look at him but I couldn't I was too nervous  especially because I didn't want to turn into a tomato or have him see my acne face. but then after he took off his glasses and kissed me. and told me...." I like you"...Words I've wanted to hear for so long for the past 2 years I've lingered to hear...My heart jumped out as I kissed his cheek and he awwed again and then as I looked at the time I told him I had to go cuz class was about to start and he said you're right mine too starts at 1pm. As we grabbed our belongings we headed downstairs and I told him I had to go this way so bye. and he said "wait..oh yeah this is a shortcut to my class" and I said oh as we continued walking together and headed out the doors to feel the breeze at around 30 degrees Fahrenheit  and as we walked I gave him a bye hug and he said see you...I came into class cheerful and happy then I could ever be.....Highlight of my day that day....Arigato once again Kaine for giving me this sweet feeling .....

Coming up on next chapter will I finally have the guts to tell him? Will she ask him out? What's going to happen next? hehe I guess we'll find out on the next time I write about it. ...haha spoiler alert.....pg-13 almost led to rated R (>///<)....