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The Last

Idk

I've cried many times over the one song today

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If you can't already tell it's The Last

I'm not the type of person to cry easily to be honest

Like times when idols got into accidents or when a family member dies I really don't cry

I only cry when it's my family by family I mean my mum my brother and my twin sister

And that's it

I can laugh easily tho (juSS sayin)

Where was I lmao

So this song is saying how Yoongi had social anxiety and depression, even when he was an idol he'd suffered.......

He starts of the song by saying 'On the other side of the famous idol rapper stands my weak self, it's quite dangerous'

He says 'I don't give a shit I don't give a fuck' to cover up his 'weak side'

He'd also said that 'and thanks to the depression that takes over me Min Yoongi is dead, I killed him' and at times he's 'scared of himself too'

Plus he said straight that 'Around the age of 18 sociophobia(idk if that's a word dats the lyrics ok) developed in me' and 'Right then my mind was gradually polluted'

And that 'Right, that performance day which I don't remember very well, the day I confronted myself when I hid inside the toilet because I was scared of people....'

And then I'm happy to say that a part of the song he was that he's  okay now

Sooooooo

I'm not gonna quote anymore from the song and I'm juSt gonna say that it was extremely brave of him to share that with (the world? idk)

There has been very few other idols that had shared things like that aNd (doesn't know what to add to this sentence soooooo)

Ok

I have no idea how to end this

bLoW it LiKE-