Keeping a friend(completed)

Returning home

We made it to my house and he turned over the engine. he turns his head to meet my eyes and I have to say "just a question. why will you like me?"

"Your not like the other girls I know" he says turning his body to meet mine. he takes my head into his head and rubs his thumb over my cheek as I turn my head to meet the warmth of his hand. he pulls in closer and I close my eyes when I feel his lips touch mine. inside of me I can feel there in a change in when we first kissed. It feels like fireworks are going off in my body. I put a hand on his chest and go down to his abs which were rock hard. I move over on to his lap and I hold his head there. He puts his forehead on mine and looks up at me.

"I have to go now" I say putting my index finger on his lips. I move over back to the passenger set and slide myself out of the car. I close the door of his car and I walk up the fronts steps and open the door to the house with my keys. when I get inside I put my keys into a bowl at the front and go upstairs and jump on to my bed laying flat out. looking up at the ceiling wondering what can I do now? I pull myself up and walk over to the dresser, pull out a picture of my dad and me at my auntie's wedding. my dad died in a car crash when I was 6 years-old a year after. Then I go into the bathroom and wash off all my make-up and put my hair in a bun with my bangs hanging out in front of my face. I go back to my room to get undress, a minute later I'm in my pjs and clim into bed.