You say you are my friend,
You say you are there for me
But,
Do you really care about me?
You know my past and what I've been through
You always treat me different putting me in a different place than you,
Is that your way of saying I'm here for you
Or
Is it you treating me like less of a person
I wanna believe you every time you say we are friends
but
when I really need you you never seem to care
Since when did caring friendship mean all thoughts and memories are about tears and hardships
If you really cared why do I feel like every time I'm with you, I feel worse
I thought you were there for me and wanted to help get better but everytime I stay with you I get worse?
I am happy, but with you...
pointing out my flaws and treating me like different than everyone else. Giving me hopeless thoughts
Do you really care, or am I just there for you to use when you need me.
How many times do I need to cry next to you before I realize you don't care
I've been down this path before
I need to know that you care
Because believe me when I say
I won't be "cared" for again.
You said you'll be there for me, and ask me why didn't I come to you sooner?
But you forget, I did go to you many times.
I won't be your pet,
I'm breaking free and spreading my wings,
If you really cared for me so much
Why did you always clip my wings?
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Little Writtings
PoetryEverything here will make you think. This is my poetry book. I use it as a coping mechanism that was recommend by my therapist and I thought I would share in case it may resonate with someone else. Caution may cause triggering for depression, Self h...
