there are two sides to my health decline
the physical and the mental
everyone treats my physical disorders with interest,
wondering how I got it
how it's treated
how it's changed my life
they ask if
the diagnosis is wrong
or if I did this to myself
my mental disorders are scoffed upon
"you don't need all those pills."
"you're fine, you're young."
"just stop being so negative all the time."
I'm not negative,
I 'm not fine,
and the pills are meant to stop the thought of suicide
hopefully before it becomes more than a thought.
YOU ARE READING
wilting
Poeziejust a couple poems I started working on, figured I might as well let you know I'm not dead and I do still exist
