artificial love [ kji ]

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+she's dreaming

♤

after 20 minutes of staring at the other couple's house, i stood up and got into my house again, locking the door behind me to see the girl's shoes still there.

that's right. i didn't see jongin come out with a girl. she must still be here.

i do what i want to do, and that is to get out of the house again and sprinted behind the bushes.

"what's the use of crying?" my mother questioned me and i was stuck speachless.

i remembered my mom's quotes. her words of support.

9 minutes later, jongin comes out and the girl walks away with her heels clanking against the pavement. i pray that he doesn't spot me. he doesn't, and he gets back in his house without searching around for me.

jongin, do you really not care about me? i've been gone for a long time, yet you're still with other girls. not worrying.

i waited for a few more minutes before getting into the house. jongin is typing away on the computer.

"i got snic-"

"yeah, okay. put them on the table or something. wherever." he cuts me off and i sigh.

♤