artificial love [ kji ]

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i wonder why he has to keep a diary? he's always so manly and says "emotions shouldn't be written; but expressed."

i flipped through the diary, not caring about the earlier entries. i opened up the too familiar date; 14th february. he started cheating on me.

"today is 14th february and my fiancee is still at her friend's house. idk when she will get home, though.

my friend brought me to a strip club and said for me to forget about her for a while and enjoy it, like a bachelor party and they were gonna pay for it all so i was fine with it.

i brought the girl home because they had paid so much for me to be able to do that and i didn't plan on doing much with her but she intiated it so i guess it wasn't my fault."

i read.

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