Never Meant to Fall for You

Chapter 2

"Daichi, are you okay? Do you know what you just said to me?" Suga couldn't believe what he was hearing. Daichi was in love with him? This didn't make any sense. This couldn't be true, Daichi was lying. Suga probably misheard him or something. No way did Daichi just say he loved Suga!

"Suga." He breathed. His breath was shaky, his hands a little unsteady. "I love you."

There it was again! So Suga wasn't dreaming? But what does this even mean? How could this even be possible? No way in hell! There's no way, Suga would've... noticed... something. He stopped. Wait a minute. Suga thought over the events of the last week. The comfortable brushing, the sparkle in his eyes, Koushi. Oh fuck! How could Suga not have noticed it?

"Shit," Daichi whispered. Suga was confused as to why Daichi said that, but his thoughts were stopped in their tracks when Daichi leaned in and kissed Suga rather heavily.

What should I do? Why am I not resisting? Suga thought. He opened his mouth and for some reason let Daichi's tongue roll into his mouth and dance with his. Their mouths were intertwined, and it didn't seem like Daichi was letting go anytime soon.

Their tongues massaged each other, only letting go to catch a breath of air. Daichi pulled back a little and sucked on Suga's lower lip. Suga groaned a little and Daichi slammed his mouth onto Suga's once more. They were now heavily breathing. Suga thought Daichi would let go of him, but he though wrong.

Daichi was now planting sloppy kisses all over Suga's neck and collarbone. Suga involuntarily let out a small moan, and it only made Daichi more aggressive. He sucked on Suga's neck, not caring what kind of mark would surely be left there.

"Daich-i I..w-wh..what's h-h-happening?" Suga couldn't even speak right. Oh god! This felt good. Wait, what was Suga doing? He didn't even realize what he was doing. He pushed Daichi off of him, maybe a little too soon, and Daichi just stared there, with regret in his eyes.

"Oh my god Suga I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me! I-I-I.." He stumbled over his words. Suga could see he was struggling.

"It's okay Daichi, but seriously, what the fuck is going on? You literally just said you loved me! How about explaining that before trying to rape me!" Suga yelled that and immediately regretted it. He didn't mean to sound so disgusted by Daichi's words and actions. He just didn't know what to do. He obviously doesn't like Daichi back!

"I'm so sorry! The truth is, I never meant to fall for you. You see, this actually all started towards the beginning of the semester. Ever since we got those four crazy first years!"He let out a soft chuckle and continued. "I'd always find myself staring at you when you weren't looking, and admired the way you taught the first years and helped them whenever they asked for it. You are always so generous and kind to whoever you meet, and I love that about you. I couldn't stop thinking about you even out of volleyball, and was so happy at the end of each day because then I could see you once again at practice. I know it's strange that we're two guys but My mom said love has no gender, because she'd always thought I was gay so she said it wasn't a problem. But I'm not! I-I I j-just never thought it'd be you that I can't stop thinking about. At first, I was in denial of the whole thing. I kept telling myself that it's just admiration for a friend and that since I've known you for so long that it didn't mean anything. I'd convinced myself of this fact and actually started to believe it. But I realized that I'm not myself when I'm around you. My heart flutters when you speak, my eyes sparkle when I see you coming, my mouth waters when I look at your body. I realized that these things aren't admiration for a friend. But that I'm in love with you. And this past week, I just wanted to get so much closer to you. I wanted you to be comfortable with me being really close. I thought that maybe that was enough, but I was wrong. I want you Suga. I need you. I love you. So please! Please say that you at least think of me as more than a friend, and maybe even have the slightest of feelings so me too?" Daichi fell silent in anticipation for Suga's answer.