"Ennoshita please! You can't tell anyone about this." Suga started. He was literally freaking out. He couldn't get his words out. His legs were wobbling, his knees giving out. His hands were trembling. His absolute worst nightmare just came true. He lost his balance and fell to his knees, where Daichi quickly rushed to his side. His breathing was labored. He was having a panic attack. But why? Someone founding out about this wasn't the end of the world, so why did Suga react this way. His head was pounding. It felt his brain was too big for his skull and was trying to squeeze out. He felt like water was filling his lungs and he couldn't get a word out, let alone a breath. He lost control of his limbs, which were just vibrating and shaking with fear. Tears slid down his eyes with him realizing. He clutched his stomach, like he was about to vomit every single thing he ate today. His stomach was twisting and turning in despair. The voices trying to help him felt so distant. He didn't know what they were saying. His vision went blurry and it all happened so fast he couslnt comprehend it. After what felt like one minute, he finally felt himself calm down. He let out a breath of relief. Everything was slowly turning back to normal in his body. When he looked up both Daichi and Ennoshita were staring at him with wide and horrified eyes, that then turned hug with relief.
"Sorry guys, after a minute I finally calmed down. There's nothing to worry about." He stood up slowly with help from Daichi.
"A minute? Suga, you were like that for 15 minutes! If it was any longer, I'd have sent Ennoshita for help, but I knew you wouldn't want anyone prying as to why you freaked out." Daichi exclaimed still clutching to Suga.
"15 minutes!!? It felt so much shorter!" He huffed, exhausted all of a sudden. 15 minutes? Huh, how come it only felt like a minute or so to Suga? He didn't worry about it, just relieved that the pain was over.
"Suga please, I would never tell anyone about this! I'm so sorry I caused you this distress. I promise you don't have anything to worry about." Ennoshita tried calming Suga down, as it was obvious to all of them Suga was still tremendously shaking. His voice was shaky as well. He was so worried about Suga, not knowin what could've happened to his upperclassman.
"He's right Suga." Daichi put a hand on Suga's shoulder. He then turned to Ennoshita. There was something in his eyes that made Ennoshita jump.
"I hope you can keep your promise. Look at how stressed Suga looks from just one person finding out, if anyone else hears about this I swear to god Ennoshita I will—" He was about to seriously threat Ennoshita when Suga cut him off.
"Daichi please, you'll scare the shit out of Ennoshita if you finish that sentence. It's okay, see?" He stopped most of his freaking out, but his hands were still a little jittery. "I'm fine now, the thing just took me by surprise, that's all. I trust Ennoshita. I know he'll keep our secret." He smiled a shaky smile at Ennoshita.
Ennoshita could see the worry in Suga's eyes, even if he said he was fine. "He's right. I promise not another living soul will ever hear about this, at least not from me." He gently placed his hand on each of the other's shoulders.
"Thanks." They both said.
They finished cleaning together, not saying another word about anything that happened that day until New Years.
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Never Meant to Fall for You
FanfictionThe story of how an arrangement between friends leads to heartbreak, hardships, and breakups. But it won't stay like this forever when Suga and Daichi thought they'd never see each other after Highschool, but realized that the universe has different...