Again

3.

"Why do you care?" I mumbled as silent tears started to fall.
"Because I'm your mother and I always want to know what going on with my daughter." I scoffed.
"Right if you wanted to know you wouldn't have read my diary. You would have asked me." I spit.
"Emilee. I read it because you don't talk to me. When ever I try to talk with you you blow me off and go and do something else." I scoffed again.
"No you don't. Your not even home to talk to me." I mumbled.
"I call you or I text you but you're always to busy to talk to me." Oh my god.
"Really? Because when I needed you the most you were working! You were to tired to talk! You were with friends!" I yelled struggling to get her weight off me.
"I work to feed you! I have friends that way I can do something besides work!" She yelled back.
"Then what am I? Huh? You don't even know me anymore. And when you want to know about my personal life you go and read my journal! That is supposed to be for me to vent and record my pathetic life!" I screamed and finally had enough anger to push her off me. I went to get out again but she stopped me. By pulling me into a hug. I went to pull away but she pinned me against the wall and just hugged me as I cried.
"I know I'm not home. I'm sorry for making you feel forgotten. I've only read the first two pages. And I'm sorry for reading it. But I knew you wouldn't talk to me. I read it because I thought that if I read the words you wouldn't say then I would be closer to you mentally. I could help you." She said holding me.
I cried hard for a little while before she pulled away and whipped my tears and kissed my head.
"I'm sorry that I've been busy lately. If you want you can come stay at the set with me." I shook my head.
"No I want to stay here with my friends." She frowned but nodded pulling me into another hug.

When we made it back to the house I got out and my phone rang.
"Hello?" "Hey I saw that you ran. What happened?" "I'll text you the address tomorrow. I don't know her address off the top of my head." "Oh she's right there isn't she?" "Yes that is correct." "Good luck with the bear." "Bye." I hung up and placed it in my back pocket.
"Who was that?" My mom asked opening the door.
"Maggie from school she wanted a girls address." I lied. But she bought it. I went to walk up the stairs but she stopped me.
"Couch." I rolled my eyes and walked into the living room and plopped myself on the comfy couch.
She sat next to me. She placed my head on her lap looking at her.
She played with my hair and hummed.
"Now do you have anything to say to me?" She asked softly.
"What do you want to know?" I whispered closing my eyes and letting her play with my hair.
"Do you have a boyfriend?" I shook my head. "None catch your eye?" I shook my head.
"No I don't like guys." She paused for a minute before continuing.
"Oh? Certain girl catch your eye than?" I didn't answer for a moment before I slowly nodded my head. "Who is it?" She asked like we were talking about gossip.
"A certain some one." I blushed a little.
"What's her name? Do I know her?" I nodded my head. "Is it Audrey?" I didn't answer at all. "It is." She said surprised.
"Doesn't matter." I said rolling over so I wasn't facing her.
"Yes it does! Does she like you back?" She questioned shaking my shoulder.
"She's my girlfriend." I mumbled low.
"Oh my god! That's so great!" She squealed. I rolled my eyes.
"Mom." I groaned.
After we finished talking about me and Audrey I went to bed. After I got my journal back I called her.
"Babe." "She knows now." "Great or bad?" "Great she supports us." "That's great news. When we got to the lake my cousin brought a friend who is lesbian and has been hitting on me most of the evening." "Don't cheat on me." "How could I? I love you more than words can describe. Plus I don't know why people cheat. Like how could you cheat on someone then tell them you love them? It doesn't make sense. Because you're not in love you're in love with the idea of being in love." "Agreed. So what you wearing?" "Emilee!" "What? I'm wearing shorts and a tank top." "Fine I'm wearing a baggy shirt and underwear." "I can't wait till we are married so I can see underneath that shirt." She laughed. "You're the one waiting for marriage. I've offered but you've refused." "I will continue to because I want to save myself for that special night and make it even more magical." "I like the sound of that. I'm gonna sleep baby I'll text you in the mourning. I love you." "I love you too."
I hung up and placed my phone on the charger. There was a knock at my door.
"Come in." I said getting under my covers. But instead of my mom is was Austin.
"Hi what are you doing here?" Before anything else could happen he locked the door and moved to my bed.

Just to be a tease I wrote one more and decided I'll try to do two each Monday!!