Supernatural One Shots

Dean x Suicidal! Reader

***Trigger Warnings***

-Your P.O.V.-

I was at the hotel waiting for Sam, Cass and Dean to get back from a hunt, I was really bored. I started cleaning up the living room I started sweeping the floor, I cleaned the couch, and I have just finished cleaning Sam's bed. I was about to start cleaning Dean's bed until I saw a rip in the mattress I looked and there was a box. I quickly looked behind me then I started opening it slowly I then saw razors and pills. I read the pills label and they were sleeping pills. Then I had a flashback.

{Flash Back}

I was only 13 and I had just started a new school in a new city. I was on my way to school until I saw three pretty girls they seemed my age so I started hollering at them "Hey! My name is (y/n), Lets walk to school together!!" I said then they looked at me and smiled and that's how I met them Anna, Mary, and Amelia. (Sorry if one of these names are your name change it if you want) I crossed the street and introduced myself "Hello I'm (y/n) (l/n), and I'm new around here!" I said with a smile. Then Mary one of the girls just start laughing their head off.

 "HAHAHA Omg you're such a freak!!" Mary cackled I started tearing up then I ran to school leaving those girls in my dust, but that wasn't the last I'll see if them.

you're such a freak!

{Present Day}

-Your P.O.V.-

I started thinking of all the times they abused me Physically and Mentally. I
started tearing up picking up the pills as they would not hurt. I needed to write a note for them to know it wasn't their fault. I pick up a piece of paper and pen and start writing.

"Dear Dean, Sam, and Cass
Just so you know this isn't your fault this is all me don't think any lower of yourselves. I'm gonna miss you all. And Dean I just wanted to say I love you I have liked you ever since we first met. Sam please stay strong and LIVE I know I am not the one to talk right now, but LIVE or I WILL HAUNT YOU!! Castiel I will miss you and all the fun times we've had and all the times we've talked and talked and talked questioning the earth and God. I will miss you all so please Stay Strong and Carry On without me.
Lots of love,
(Y/n) (l/n)

I then started to tear up on the note and started taking the pills until I hear a car pulling up into the driveway I start panicking then I just take the whole bottle not thinking of what I've done I wobble to Deans Bed then fall on the floor missing it completely. I then started seeing black dots then nothing.

-Deans P.O.V.-

We just finished killing this Son of a bitch  and me and Sam are headed back to the Motel. Cass just fluttered off to who knows where and so we are on our way home to (y/n) hoping she's safe and sound. We pull up to the Driveway and then as I shut the door of baby I then hear a loud thud. Me and Sam each grab a gun and start walking slowly towards the door then I unlock it. I kick the door I look around and I don't see anyone not even (y/n). Then see an empty bottle of pills I walk over to it and pick it up but then I saw a familiar shoe I look and it's (y/n). "Sammy Call 911 (y/n) needs a hospital pronto!!" I yell at him. I check (y/n)'s pulse and there is still a little bit of life. 

"Dean they will be here in 5" Sam said 

"5?!? (Y/n) NEEDS THEM NOW THOSE ASS HATS" I yell in fury. This was complete bullshit I pick up (y/n) and put (y/n) in the backseat of Baby and speed to the Hospital I drove through every red light, but it was worth it if i got a ticket or two. we made it there just in time they took them out of my arms and put them on a wheelchair towards a room the nurse told me to wait in the lounge. I then received a Phone Call From Sammy.

"Hey!"

"what?"

"I'm stuck here with the ambulance doctors and they are looking for the Body Dean!!"

"I know, but if we waited any longer they could've died, HECK They could've died they haven't told me anything yet"

"Okay, but next time don't leave me hanging alright?!"

"sure sure"

I then ended the phone call as I saw a nurse come to me, "They are stable, but will need time to rest you can see them in the morning" I look up at a Clock and see that it's 2:00am I nod then wait for a bit then doze off.

A couple of Hours Later 

-Your P.O.V.-

I woke up to a bright light and beeping noises I open my eyes and see that I'm not in our hotel room I quickly thought to myself Am I in Heaven? I then see Dean sitting in the corner dozed off. I tried to get out of bed, but i was cuffed to the bed i quickly jolted my arm to try to break thing, but the only thing i succeeded in was waking up Dean. 

"Hey!" he barked at me I shivered and looked away knowing that he would be furious with what I've done to myself. He then sighs "y/n you should've told me all of this I'm really sorry that I couldn't help you at all and next time I want to help I didn't know what you were going through, but from now on I will always be here for you no matter what." I started to tear up and look away i then see Sam walk in and nod as well. I felt even more embarrassed that both Winchesters had to see me like this. I quickly rubbed my eyes and smile at Them. Then they hugged me and told me that i would be able to get out of here soon, but that they would have to watch me to make sure i wouldn't try anything again.

"I love you y/n I don't ever want to see you like this, we care about you, I care about you" Dean spoke smiling at me a single tear rolling down his face. I grabbed his face and passionately made-out with him, the thing I wanted most, I loved Dean, I thought he could never love a girl like me. We took a breath and looked at each-other.

"I love you too Dean" I smiled nuzzling are noses against each-other.

"Maybe the next time you guys are about to do that please tell me so I don't have to see that again" Sam spoke staring at us with a disgusted look. I had forgotten Sam was still there when we kissed. Dean threw one of my pillows at him shooing him out as we were alone and made-out some-more and did some other things which I can't tell you about.

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