Watch me

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The paranoia is killing me. I can't live like this anymore. I'm going to let Toby finish his mission. I'm tired of the constant fighting and the running out doors just to get pushed- no Pulled back by the Operator back to this run down mad house. I'm going to tell Toby. I had enough. I can't I can't I can't

I CAN'T 

I CAN'T

I CAN'T 

I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE. LET ME GO YOU STUPID DEVIL. LEAVE ME ALONE, LEAVE ME ALONE, LEAVE ME ALONE, LEAVE ME ALONE! 

LET ME GO!

I hold my head in my lap, tears streaking my face. The house is completely empty, everyone's out. 

I'm gonna go head out. Just going to wander until I bump into Toby. I know he'll look for me. I will always find me. His feelings are still there for me. He's told me before. many times after that night. I take my sweater and my staff. I slip on my boots and walk out. See ya later house. I hope that Toby comes by. I left him a note on his bed. I wonder if he'll ever read it. Doesn't matter, I'm just going to let him watch me deteriorate before his eyes. 

Just watch me. 

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