Riley's pov
For each cut, I said all of the negative things about myself... How I was ugly, how I was too weird, how I thought the world was such a happy place and went off to Rileytown 24/7. How no one could ever love a stupid person like me...How someone like Maya could never love me. The pain brought me relief. I gasped. Oh, how I've missed this feeling. The guilt would take over soon, but right now I didn't care. I kept cutting and cutting, not really thinking, not really noticing how each cut got deeper and deeper. I just thought that maybe if I cut deep enough, I could die. And sadly, I wanted that. I just wanted all of the pain to stop.
Oh, what happened to that perfect and happy little Riley?
Oh. She's gone. Now you have this depressed piece of trash to deal with instead
Where did she go?
Away.
Away?
Yes. She's gone. There's no getting her back
(To be continued. Might change some of the words later. I was up all night crying. So I didn't really know what to say. Too tired, I guess. Sorry for not updating in forever though)
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