My definition of love :A Zayn Malik and One Direction Fan Fiction

I thought i had lost you

Chapter thirty-three

Tyler's Pov

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I breathed heavily as I kept running, I could here the constant yelling for help as every step I took the yelling became more distant the dark hall became longer as the pleads for help echoed in my head as I cried running towards the sound.

"Zayn!" I screamed as I fell to the floor, the sound of the gun shots boomed down the long dark hall while a scream of pain pounded once again. With all the strength I had I stood back up and ran again. I came to a stop as the hall ended and came to a door slowly I reached for the handle as I walked through and stopped in my tracks, Zayn laid on the floor covered in blood his breathing was slow as he he repeated my name over and over again each time showing less strength. I leg out a terrifying scream while running towards Zayn and cradling him in my arms.

"No no no Zayn! No!" I cried holding his face in both my hands looking into his eyes he looked up at me with tears in his eyes.

"I l-love yo-u Tyler" Zayn crooked chocking on his words as blood started to show in his mouth, I looked at my hands and saw blood covering them from Zayn's head then it dawned on me. Zayn had been shot in the head.

"No Zayn stay with me! Zayn! Please! I love you please no!" I screamed and cried while I pulled Zayn into me so his head was laying in the crook of my neck I kept mumbling 'no' and pleads for him to survive as Zayn's heart beat started slowing even more.

"Ty-ler pl-ease never f-orget me, I love y-ou so much" Zayn spoke ever so slowly and quietly as his eyes started to flutter closed.

"No Zayn Please baby no! Keep your eyes open please!" I screamed over and over again as tears rushed down my face, I brushed some of the hair out of Zayn's eyes as I kissed his head pleading that everything was a dream.

"I'm sorry Ty-ler I l-ove y-ou" Zayn whispered before his eyes fully closed and his body sunk down in my arms.

"No! No! Why! Zayn! Zayn don't do this!" I screamed shaking him to try and wake him. But he didn't wake up, he didn't speak, he just laid there with no life.

Zayn was gone.

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I woke sitting up instantly ripping the blanket off, I held my face which now had sweat dropping off it, i breathed in and out deeply before I jumped up worried about Zayn. Slowly I moved out of lounge room making sure not to step on Dani and Courtney which were asleep on the floor before I grabbed my phone and rang Zayn.

"Hello?" Zayn answered.

"Oh babe! Your okay aren't you?!"I whisper yelled through the phone as I moved out to the back yard so I could talk properly.

"Yes baby I'm fine what's going on?!" Zayn asked worriedly.

"Oh Zayn it was horrible I was running and couldn't find you and then I heard a gun and you got shot in the head and d-ied !" I cried loudly while sitting on the back pouch with my knees up to my chest.

"Baby! It was just a nightmare I'm fine sweetie, I'm safe with the lads on the bus okay? It was just a dream noting bass going to happen" Zayn answered with worry as he kept whispering that everything's okay as I cried.

"It felt so real Zayn! You were gone!" I yelled crying just thinking of the horrible nightmare once again, the thought made me shiver as I thought back to Zayn's cold lifeless face.

"Tyler everything is okay! I'm perfectly fine it was just a dream honey, you haven't lost me I'm still here, all ways have been and always will be" Zayn reassured me as my crying settled down a little bit.

"Okay, I'm sorry if I woke you" I spoke quietly hoping that he didn't mind.

"Baby you can ring me when ever and what ever time okay, I love you, I always have time for you okay? And don't worry you didn't wake me the lads and I are just eating now tonight's been a bit of a rush!" Zayn finished with a sigh.

"Oh I'm sorry we couldn't be there for the first show tonight" I answered sadly with regret.

"Babe it's fine as the lads and I said we had to leave strait after the show so we could get on the road so there would of been no point anyway it's fine Tyler" he answered truthfully.

"Okay,I'm going try and go back to sleep now I love you baby! Thank you" I called while yawing.

"No problem sweetheart, I'm going to ring you in the morning okay? I love you so much baby!" Zayn answered sweetly as he I heard him kiss the phone and mumble another good night before hanging up. I stood up and went back inside soon falling sleep again.

Zayn's Pov

"Is Tyler alright she sounded really upset?" Liam asked as the lads and I all sat in the lounge part of the tour bus with some Nando's. Of course that was Niall's choice but you can't go wrong with chicken.

"Yeah she had a nightmare it was something about that she couldn't find me and then she heard a gun shot and I had been shot in the head and died in her arms. She was terrified! I'm really worried! I should be there to hold her!" I answered as I yelled the end part throwing my food across the bus in frustration.

"Mate calm down!" Niall rushed as he put his hand in my back reassuringly before I pushed it away with force and stood up.

"Zayn I know that it is hard to here the love of your life crying through the phone but this is our job, it's our dream and your dream. Were doing this for the fans Zayn you need to pull your shit together okay don't go lashing out like that! This tour has been planed for months! Okay so please calm down" Liam answered with a frustrated and annoyed tone, I knew that he was right that I've had time to prepare myself and of course I love my career and the fans but just to here Tyler so upset like that breaks my heart.

"Zayn it's okay the girls are there with her she will be fine now, don't worry" Louis smiled as he brought me in for a hug. It's great how Louis can make anyone happy at anytime.

"Thanks Lou that helps a lot" I smiled before hugging him again.

"And I'm sorry for throwing my food it just breaks my heart that's all" I answered truthfully with a frown before Harry brought me in for a hug.

"Mate I know how you feel it's really hard when Antonia is away for her modelling especially when she's had a hard day and is upset and I'm not there for her, but mate it makes the relationship stronger" Harry smiled before I smiled back glad that he understands because he's been in the same position many times.

"Thanks mate, I'm going to go get some rest now see you guys later" I waved before laying down in my bunk and closing my eyes thinking of Tyler.

This us going to be a very long tour.

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Haha okay I know I probably killed you when you read the first part I don't mean to be mean but I thought it was needed, anyways I hope you liked it and I updated the next day after the other one so I hope you like it love you guys thanks for the lots if reads it's amazing! Xx.