My definition of love :A Zayn Malik and One Direction Fan Fiction

Broken

Chapter Thirty-Six

Tyler's Pov

I ran. Just like the pathetic weak person I am, I didn't know where I was running but I didn't stop. From far behind me I could here calls of my name but each time the calls increased I made myself run even faster.

Running made me feel free like I was alive, I always used to run or dance it would always make me feel a hell of a lot better but not this time. I felt dead, like Zayn had taken all the life out of me. He's taken my heart and will always have it.

I ran all the way to some park I had never seen before as I dropped to the ground pulling my knees to my chest, sobbing loudly as my body shook and vibrated. It started to become hard to breath from crying and soon I was trying to calm myself taking deep breaths in and out. Slowly it worked and I silently sat staring at the cars racing past in front of me as rain started to pour, reflecting my emotions.

As the rain poured, everything finally made sense! I'm a failure, I've fucked up every aspect of my life, my parents hated me I was and still am a mistake! Zayn should of never taken me in, his family never should of loved me, because I am nothing I should never of been bought into this world. The only reason I'm here is because my stupid father didn't use protection when my mother was only 15!. I really am a disappointment, the only reason I get told I'm loved is because of pity!

Angrily I stood up, I was so angry at myself for being such a worthless bitch that I punched a tree taking out my anger. At first I felt no pain as I kept punching, harder each time, until the pain was exhilarating after about six punches as I crouched down clutching my throbbing blood covered hand. Two of my fingers bent in two different directions, defiantly broken as the other were bruised badly and had cuts covering them.

I groaned In frustration before I burst out crying again, replaying what happened.

Zayn and Perrie kissed.

Zayn cheated on me.

But most of all I had lost Zayn. I had lost my safety, my heart, my happiness and mostly I have lost my true love.

I screamed out a cry feeling my heart break even more before I decided to find a hospital so I could get my hand fixed.

The sky was pitch black at this point as the rain pelted even harder the only lights I could see were the small street lights and the occasional head lights from a car. Luckily I had remembered seeing a hospital on the way back from the airport, so I entered the hospital quickly to be rushed into a room as my hand was being x-rayed.

"Miss please move you hand to the side now" the nurse asked with a boring tone as I stood having my arm resting on the black board that they took the x-rays on.

"I really don't see the need to have my hand x-rayed when obviously you can see it's broken" I snapped annoyed as the x-rays had been taking a very long time.

"Well unless you want to walk out of here right now with no help then I suggest you shut up and let me do my job" she growled angrily as tears came to my eyes as my emotions were everywhere thinking back to Zayn.

"Thanks for your advice bitch!" I snarled as I walked out of the hospital sticking my finger up at her and walking in the direction that I thought our hotel was at.

Harry's Pov

I was so pissed! Zayn fucking cheated on Tyler! And now Tyler is gone and we don't know where the hell she is!.

Right now we were all in the tour bus looking for Tyler everywhere, at this point it was really hard to see because of the dark but that didn't stop us. After Tyler left I punched Zayn again before ruining out after Tyler, as of now I sat in front of Zayn as I scolded him watching his every move.