My definition of love :A Zayn Malik and One Direction Fan Fiction

Shine in life

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Chapter Thirty-Nine

Zayn's Pov

All of us went out to go grab some groceries for our homes seeing as tour has finished, I really didn't know what the living arrangements between Tyler and I are but I hope she will give me another chance. I will never give up on her.

On the way back To Louis' and Eleanor's house we stopped at my aunties house who lives in London, and picked up Charles. I know Tyler has been dying to see her little puppy again!

As we arrived and hoped out the car, we could hear really loud music which was vibrating the front door, as we got closer and Lou pulled out his keys you could here Tyler singing and laughing getting louder every second. Just as the door opened we spotted Niall sat at the kitchen bench looking worried at a empty bottle of wine sat on the kitchen counter, as we could hear Tyler from just down the hall as loud as ever.

"Niall what's going on?!" Louis asked Niall loudly over the music.

"Tyler is dr-" he got cut off as Tyler sprinted into the room with a bottle of wine in hand taking a huge gulp from it, before squealing and running towards Charles and I.

"AHHHH MY BABY BOY!!!" She screamed taking the dog from me with force before cradling him in her arms kissing his small delicate head over and over again. It was just adorable.

"Tyler are you drunk?!!" Liam yelled looking at the now two bottles on the counter, one empty and the other half full.

"Dru-nk! HAHAHAHA don't be a silly billy bear Li Li!! I'm not drunk!" She giggled jumping around obviously drunk.

"Niall what the hell!" Harry yelled sighing.

"She just grabbed the bottle and started chugging it down I don't know!" He yelled back running his hand through his hair infrustration, as Tyler ran off with Charles with us following close behind.

We all stopped at the lounge room where Tyler had now turned off the music and now had the Tv on as she watched E news laughing at anything someone said kinda like Niall does.

"And latest news, for Little Mix. They have now got a new album set to come out soon! Here we have Perrie Edwards to talk about the exciting news about the new album 'Salute'!" The host squealed introducing Perrie as she sat in the opposite chair waving at the camera. Instantly the lads and girls all looked at me nervously obviously because Tyler was watching this too.

"OH SHUT UP SLUT!" Tyler screamed at the Tv more sober then what she was before as she death stared the screen as the interview shortly started to end.

"Well that's great news mixers! The new album is set to be a massive hit as it is available in store next week! Make sure you grab a copy folks!" The host sweeper again at the camera as Perrie sat smiling.

"OH GREAT! I BET YOU'LL BE ONE OF THE FIRST BYER'S RIGHT ZAYN?" Tyler yelled at me.

"No Tyler I won't be" I answered looking down.

"OH YOU DONT WANT TO UPSET YOUR GIRLFRIEND THOUGH DO YOU? OR DO YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO DO IT TO HER ASWELL AS ME?" She screamed back standing up and looking at me with anger.

"Tyler you don't understand what happened that night let me explain!" I answered feeling intimidated.

"HAHAHAHA EXPLAIN! HAHA EXPLAIN WHAT ZAYN?! THAT TOU CHEATED ON ME AND BROKE MY HEART! YOU WANT TO SAY THAT IT MEANT NOTHING AND THAT YOU STILL "LOVE ME!" she quoted sarcastically in the air as anger filed through her body.

"But I do love you" I whispered as tears started to roll down my cheeks.

"YEAH ZAYN BECAUSE YOU CHEAT ON THE ONES YOU LOVE! YOU BREAK THE ONES YOU LOVE ALL BECAUSE YOUR A SELFISH BASTARD! FUCK YOU ZAYN! FUCK YOU AND YOUR STUPID LITTLE GAMES!" Tyler screamed as she got in my face yelling and cursing as tears fell down her face as well. Just before she grabbed her handbag and stomped over to the door before Turing back around looking at me.

"OH AND DON'T FORGET TO INVITE ME TO THE WEDING WITH THAT SLUT YOU TWAT!"

And they were her last words before ran out of the house slamming the door. As soon as the door shut I couldn't hold it on anymore I fell to the floor and cried my heart out blocking out everyone engulfing me in hugs, as I sat knowing that I have lost Tyler.

Tyler's Pov

Yeah I over reacted big time.

I made my self look like a total bitch by doing that! Why did I have to scream at him? And make a fool of myself?

Probably because I haven't really yelled and gotten my anger out, I've kinda just cried and gotten angry at myself but I haven't really expressed aloud how I really feel. Of course I'm angry, I'm really really angry at him but mostly Perrie, I mean that girl is just plain trouble! If I ever see her again I would be tempted to just punch her out, but I know that's not the right thing to do.

I don't even know where I'm going, it's quite dark outside even though it's still the afternoon, but as per usual it's raining again, wait not raining it's pouring I haven't seen it this bad since the night I hurt my hand. It always seems that when I'm upset or have some kind of crazy emotion, the weather plays along with it too. It's strange how things work in life, some days leave you thinking nothing will get better, but others shine on certain aspects in life which make you smile. And I can tell you I haven't experienced one of those moments for a while.

I came to a stop reaching an old music shop I used to visit every Sunday morning, I would get up at the crack of dawn and spend all of my left over change just to get a train from Bradford to here. Just looking at the exotic shop brings back all old memories of when I used to come here and play guitar at the back of the shop with Ben the owners son. Ben was an overall genuine guy, he was a few years older then me and always felt like that older brother figure to me, he taught me how to sing and how to play instruments, he helped me to believe in myself and gain confidence which I never used to have. I guess you could say he made a part of me become who I am today, and hopefully I can see him again.

"Tyler is that you?! Get in here before you freeze!" Bens mother Sophia appeared ushering me inside.

"Wow aren't you just the most beautiful young lady in this world! Just look at you!" She looked at me proudly as she squeezed me tightly.

"It's been such a long time!" I answered smiling genuinely at her.

"It has sweetie! It's been too long!" She smiled wiping tears from her eyes.

"Mum who are you taking to?!" I heard a familiar but more manlier voice yell out to Sophia, before Ben was now stood in front of me.

"Tyler" Ben spoke with wide eyes.

"Ben!" I yelled running into his open arms as we both cried In happiness.

And this was that shine in life that I'm glad I had found again.

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So what do you guys think of Ben!! Ahh! Will Tyler fall for him?! I really wasn't going to write what I did but it just came to me so don't hate me!xx