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*Nikita's P.O.V.*
"Are you ready to start school tomorrow?" My cousin Gemma asked me.
"As ready as I'll ever be" I told her.
The two of us were sitting in the kitchen chatting while she drank tea and I drank hot cocoa. My other cousin Harry was in the living room with his friend Liam playing video games.
"I know it's hard starting over at a new school, but at least you know Harry and Liam"
"Yeah, that's true. I'm just really nervous"
"Don't be. You'll make loads of friends"
"I doubt it. I'm not as charismatic as you or Harry" I told her.
"Yes, you are! You're just shyer than we are"
Gemma and I have always been very close. People always say we look a lot alike, but Gemma is way prettier than I am. Gemma and Harry have all the good genes and are better than me in every conceivable way.
"Hello girls" my aunt, Gemma and Harry's mum, Anne said, entering the kitchen.
"Hey Mum" Gemma replied.
"Hi Auntie Anne" I greeted.
"Are you girls hungry? I'm making lasagna for dinner"
"I'm starving" Gemma replied.
Lasagna sounds so good, but it's filled with carbs...
"I'm actually not very hungry" I lied.
"Are you sure? You don't eat very much" she pointed out.
"I have a light appetite" I told her.
"If you say so..."
"Do you mind if I go upstairs?" I asked, rinsing out my mug.
"You don't have to ask me if you can go upstairs. It's your house too and that's your room. You can come and go as you please"
"Thanks Auntie Anne" I said, exiting the kitchen.
I moved into Auntie Anne's house about two weeks ago and she's been doing everything she can to make me feel at home.
I walked up the stairs to the guest room that was recently converted into my room and laid down on my bed.
I love my Auntie Anne and my cousins, but I do feel weird not being around my mum.
I sighed, walking over to my closet to pick out an outfit for school.
Even though I had no friends at my old school, I really wish I was there instead of at a new school. At least my old school was familiar. It's not like I'll make any friends at my new school.
I decided on a pair of torn, black jeans, a Pierce The Veil band tee and my black leather jacket. I set my favorite pair of Vans aside to wear tomorrow before sitting back down on my bed.
I looked at my phone and saw it was only 5 p.m. I grabbed my laptop, deciding to spend the rest of the night on YouTube watching my favorite YouTubers and music videos.
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(A/N)
It's kind of a short chapter, but before you read any further, I'd like to warn you that this story includes self-destructive behaviors such as: eating disorders, self-harm, excessive use of drugs and alcohol, discussions of suicide and abusive situations. Do not read any further if you are sensitive to any of these topics.
💋 -TVo
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