The Lost Souls (Emo/Punk Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 30 - Control

*Nikita's P.O.V.*

It's been almost a week since Melanie's bonfire and I haven't been able to talk to Niall yet. Apparently, his parents are throwing a massive graduation party and he's been busy helping them plan.

Today is the only time I'll be able to tell Niall before graduation tomorrow.

"Niall, there's something I need to tell you" I said, sitting up. After school, Niall and I decided to hangout at his house, relaxing after such a crazy week.

"What's up?"

"Friday morning, I let my mum get into my head and I relapsed"

"Just Friday morning?"

"Friday was the only day I made myself sick. You saw me get sick on Saturday and I've been so nervous about telling you that I've gotten sick. I tried not to, but I couldn't help it" I told him. He took a deep breath before responding.

"You know I'm gonna have to tell your aunt, right?"

"I know"

"Nikita, you know you can tell me anything, right?" I nodded in response. "Then why were you so nervous to tell me?"

"I didn't know how you'd react"

"Nikita, I'm not mad at you. I just want you to get the help you need"

"I didn't want you to be disappointed in me" I told him.

"I'm not disappointed. I know what you're going through and I know it's hard. I want to support you the way you've supported me"

"You're better at the whole 'being supportive' thing than I am"

"That's not true. C'mon, let's go to your house and talk to your aunt"

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Niall and I walked into my house and entered the kitchen where my aunt was drinking tea.

"Auntie Anne, can we talk to you?"

"Of course, Nikita. I actually needed to talk to you too" she replied.

"About what?"

"Your mum. Nate decided to take her back. She left this morning. They're flying to Vegas to get married"

"She couldn't wait to see me graduate?" I asked.

"I guess not. What was it you two wanted to talk to me about? You're not pregnant, are you?"

"No, nothing like that. About a week ago, I relapsed" I told her.

"Because of your mother's remarks?" I nodded. "How many times have you made yourself sick?"

"Just once. Does this mean I'm going to rehab?"

"I'm not sure. I'm going to ask your therapist and see what he thinks. Until we have it figured out, just keep eating and make sure it stays down, okay?"

"Okay, I will"

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"Niall Horan"

I cheered when I heard his name called, watching him walk across the stage to get his diploma.

"I can't believe we're actually graduating" I told Harry, who was sitting right beside me.

"Me either"

"Cher Lloyd"

"Look at Liam's mum" he said pointing to her. "Every time I see her, she's crying"

"You'd be crying too if your child was graduating. That is, if you even show up" I muttered.

"Zayn Malik... Melanie Martinez"

"I'm sorry your mum didn't show up"

"It's fine, I honestly didn't expect her to" I told him.

"Liam Payne"

"They're getting closer to us" Harry smiled.

"Nikita Snow" they finally called. I got up and walked across the stage, collecting my diploma. "Harry Styles" they called after I walked offstage.

I looked around trying to find Niall.

"Louis Tomlinson" they called as I finally spotted Niall.

"Hey, Nialler"

"Hey, Nikki. You coming to the graduation party?" He replied.

"Of course!"

We found the rest of our friends and family before going back to Niall's house for the party.

"Are you staying in London or are you going back to Cheshire?" Niall randomly asked me at the party.

"Why would I go back to Cheshire? My family and friends are here"

"I didn't know if you wanted to go back to Cheshire because it's your home"

"I honestly feel more at home here. Besides, why would I leave you?" I asked. He shrugged in response. "I already told you, I'm not going anywhere"

"Good, we can get our own place. We spend most of our time together anyways"

"Sounds perfect"

"I love you, Nikita"

"I love you too, Niall"
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(A/N)

Wattpad keeps fucking with the description of this story and it's really pissing me off.

Anyways, I hope you guys really liked this story. I should have a couple chapters of a new story published when I publish this chapter, so feel free to go check it out.

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💋 -TVo