Bleeding Heart

~ Foster Home ~

~ The Next Morning ~

I woke up with the sun shining in my eyes and I thought to myself 'i really need to get curtains'.

Your probably wondering what happened with Moni, well...I haven't told her yet, but I plan on texting her later on.

With that thought,I got up and went to my closet to pick something to wear.

Finally I found my outfit for the day which is a blue silky tank top with black leggings and black ankle sandals.

As soon as I got my outfit,I grabbed a towel and my iPhone and my ihome and headed to the loo.

I plugged my ihome in and then I plugged my iPhone in my ihome and scrolled through the music and finally found the song I wanted which was Brave, by Sara Bareilles.

As soon as the song started,I stripped my clothes off and turned on the shower on, as soon the water was warm I hopped in and let the warm water run down my body, relaxing me.

After about 15 minutes of showering,I hopped out of the shower and grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my self and tucked the end piece under my arm pit.

I brushed my teeth while the towel was still around me so I can let my hair dry and let it curl up.

As soon as I was done brushing my teeth, my hair was semi wet so I decided to dry myself off real quick.

When I was done drying off, my hair was completely dry and curly.

I then grabbed my bra and under wear and put them on, after wards I put my black leggings on and then my silky blue tank top.

After I was done getting dressed,I opened the bathroom door to get my cover up, chapstick, deodorant and bobby pins and walked back in the bathroom.

I set everything down on the sink and grabbed four bobby pins and pinned both sides of my hair up like I always do.

I then proceeded to put my deodorant on, and then my cover up, and then my chapstick.

When I was done with all of that,I put all my stuff back and walked back into the bathroom again to put my blank ankle sandals on.

When I was done putting my black ankle sandals on,I then walked back out of the bathroom to grab a duffel bag to pack my stuff up, the movers said that they were going to be here to pick up the furniture to put it in storage for me, which I didn't really mind.

As soon as I was done packing my stuff,I stood up off the floor and walked into the bathroom for like the third time, to get my phone to call Moni instead of texting her.

I then proceeded to click on her name and hit call.

Ring...ring...ri

"hello?" Moni said into the device.

"hi, Moni, it's me Marissa" I said.

"oh hi, what's up?" Moni asked.

"well I kind of need to um..talk to you, can you come over?" I asked her.

"yeah, of course, what's wrong?" She asked with concern in her voice.

"there something I want to say to you in person" I told her.

"oh, okay, yeah, I'll be over in like five minutes, does that work?" She asked, sounding unsure of her self.

"Yup, that's perfect" I told her.

"okay,I will see you then" she said.

"okay, see you then, bye Moni" I said.

"bye Marissa" Moni said.

Then I hung up the phone.

This is going to be so hard to do,I don't wanna hurt Moni, and I don't want her hating me either. Ugh, why does life have to be so difficult.

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~ Five Minutes Later ~

I was waiting on my couch for Moni to knock on my door any second now.

Just at the right moment, there was a knock on my door, so I got up and opened the door to see a concerned looking Moni.

"hey" I said to Moni.

"hey, so what did you want to tell me?" Moni asked.

"you may want to come inside" I said stepping aside to let Moni in.

"um, is everything alright?" Moni asked stepping inside my house as I shut the door and lead Moni to the couch.

We both sat down and I sighed.

"god,I don't even know how to say this" I said nervous.

"Marissa, it's fine you can tell me, I'm probably used to this by now" she said looking down at her hands which were playing with the end of her shirt.

"what are you talking about?" I asked a little confused at what she meant.

"well I'm sort of used to people not wanting to be friends with me, because they think I'm weird and a nerd" she said still looking down and playing her shirt.

Realization hit me, she thought I was going to end our Friendship.

"oh my god, Moni, that's not what I meant sweetie" I said as I lifted her chin up with my hand.

She looked me in the eyes with confusion written all over her face.

"what do you mean then?" Moni asked still a tad confused.

"I was gonna tell you..." I sighed again "Moni, I'm...I'm going...to a foster home" I said to Moni.

She looked at me shocked.

"when?" She asked shocked and concerned.

I took a deep breath and then let it out, "I'm leaving today" I said to Moni.

I could see all the emotions in her eyes, but I couldn't make out some of them.

I could see emotions from sad to shocked and upset, but there was this one I couldn't make out.

And before I could ask what's wrong or process everything that was going on...

She kissed me...

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A/N: OMG didn't see that coming did ya...lol

Sorry I haven't been updating,I have been really busy lately and I also had trouble figuring out what I should do for a new chapter, well I finally thought of something and there it is lol

But let me tell u something, I'm so grateful of how far my books got and I want to thank the people that have been reading them and not giving up on me or my books.

Thank you so much...muah muah muah..love ya guys...bye <3