Forever and Always (Phan)

Super sad ending

A/n: All of the endings start the same way but are all different. This is the super sad ending. Death warning and possible trigger warning.

I sat next to him, continuing to hold his hand even as he's asleep. The heart monitor is beeping still, but it seems too slow. It's as if the machine is connected to another person. My Dan, his heartbeat would never be this slow. Right now we should be in bed cuddling, where he will try to be sneaky and tickle me, even though I know he'll try every night. But as his heartbeat slows down even more, I'm not sure if that will ever happen. A tear that I've desperately been trying to hold in rolls down my face, followed by countless others.

The world seems to move in slow motion as I watch a tear fall onto Dan's hand.

As soon as the liquid makes contact with his beautiful skin,

he flatlines.

Pure sadness, complete and utter depression, escape from my lips in the form of sobs. The nurses, who had stepped outside after the 'wedding', come rushing in.

Wedding.

My sobs grow louder and become painful at the thought. I married the most beautiful person in the world not even ten minutes ago. And now I'm being ushered out of the room as my husband lies lifeless and pale on a hospital bed.

I glance back, almost screaming as I see Dan being electrocuted, causing his body to jolt and bounce. It's the only chance to bring him back, and it's terrifying.

I hear laughter and turn to see Chris and PJ both holding a coffee in each hand. When they see me, they drop the coffees on the ground, running to hug me and immediately joining me in crying.

This isn't fair. He has so much to live for. His family, his friends, his fans. Us, our future, our children.

Someone walks out of the room and clears their throat. We all turn to see the nurse that led me here and look at her with a glimmer of hope, hoping she'll tell us what we need to hear.

She shakes her head, giving me a sad look.

"No..." I whisper. "No. No. No..." I start to get dizzy and feel like I'm going to fall before Chris snaps me out of it. I look at him in a daze.

"He's okay.... Right?" I ask, knowing that I won't like the answer.

"Oh, Phil..." PJ says sadly from next to Chris before hugging me, his husband joining soon after.

"I'm sorry, I'm so, so, sorry." He whispers.

"Everything will be okay, we'll all be okay."

At the word okay, something inside me snaps.

"IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR!" I yell, causing my friends to pull away. "IT'S NOT OKAY AND OIT NEVER WILL BE! ALL I WANT IS TO BE WITH DAN! IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!" My sobs are noe so loud that I'm being asked to leave.

I run through the hospital and out the doors, planning on going home.

I go as fast as I can, vision blurred by tears, breathing unsteady. Cars speed by mere feet away from me. One of them gets a little too close, however, and bumps my shoulder with it's mirror, and I fall. I see another car in the distance about to speed by.

I get an idea. I can still be with Dan. Forever and Always.

I step in front of the car.