Seen In The Stars Blown By The Wind

Broken Girl

When she walked by all they saw was a beautiful girl with a bright smile dark brown eyes and curly hair. They didn't know that she could be so broken. Insecure , depressed , hating the way she felt and looked everyday of life. She had people around her yet she felt so alone. How ? Because no one knew what was going on in that beautiful mind. Such a beautiful mind ? Yet some of the darkest thoughts. As she began to open up and let those in even though she was healed. They let her down time and time again. So the hurt carried on her shoulders like a anchor in the bottom of the sea. The lies , the heartache , the same situations happening over and over. Battling with her own mind every single day. " Am I pretty enough " ? " Why do I feel so fat " ? " Are they going to leave me "? " Does he love me anymore " ? " What if I am wrong "? " Am I wanted " ? " Your not doing enough ". " Your a failure ". Just stop trying stupid". All these things in her head but she's just a beautiful girl right ? That's all you see is her smiles. What about the world behind it ? That world.. she didn't want anyone to know about it.. who wants to feel weak. The only thing she knew was strength. She was strong her whole life so that's all she knew. Just to live in her own world and keep others away from it. She didn't want them to feel bad. She was " okay". Was she really? No. Did she pretend ? Yes. No one knew. They were shocked. Why ? & how ?
I guess you would have to talk to the broken girl to find out.