Seen In The Stars Blown By The Wind

He knew

In the beginning what seemed like " love to her" felt so great. Then again how did she know " love" if she couldn't herself. The " boy" she thought she loved didn't love her as she loved him. He knew.. he was a pretender. He knew what triggered her. He knew that she would fall for his words not his actions. Why ? She was lost. Lost within him. Lost within herself. He knew how to manipulate her. He knew what to do and how to do it. Why? He was lost himself. He chose her. Why her ? Out of all the other girls in the world. " HER". He knew her insecurities so he used them against her. Constantly making her feel as though she's wrong for thinking her own way. Is that even possible ? He knew. Nights she cried in her bed because she knew it was wrong but she wanted love and thought he loved her. He knew. Apologizing just to do it again the next day. He knew. Saying sorry " baby I love you". He knew. He knew she was going to forgive him. She was blinded. By the glasses that only she had on. You ask yourself glasses ? Aren't they supposed to help you see. Yes you're right. These kind of glasses would only help you see half of what is going on. She was blinded by herself as well. Guess what? He knew. He placed those glasses on her face when they met. He filled her head with lies. " I love you , I'll never leave you , I care about you , your my everything , your the best thing that's ever happened to me. She thought it was genuine. She thought hmmm maybe this is how love is supposed to be. Granted she never felt this deeply about anyone so it's new to her. Later in life she finally found out ... That he knew... He knew. As sad as she was. She was also lifted. She finally seen him for him. It's sad that she put so much effort into someone that knew. She gave the rest of her to him. Just for him to mess it up. This is someone she used to speak so highly of. Now when she speaks the only thing she says is ... " He knew"