Seen In The Stars Blown By The Wind

Mindfull storm

As much as I want to hate you I can't. I will never hate you. I do hate what you did to me though. I hate that at times I cant get you out my head. I guess it's sad that I have to question everything that I thought we were. It's sad that I thought you genially cared for me but you didn't. I know now who you were all along. Wish I would've realized it sooner but it was all for the best for me to find out now. You never really for me. You were my lesson. You would always tell me " you need me" and at times I thought you did. Then I've come to realization that you wanted me to feel bad for you. I've come to realize that you don't " need" anyone to make you happy. Happiness will always start with yourself. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if things played out differently but im glad it played out like this. It was all for a reason.