It's All In My Mind

I Don't Know

I don't know where to begin,

And I don't know where to end.

I don't know where this road will take me,

But I do know that I am alright now,

And I don't want to jeopardize what I have now because of my stupidity.

All I could say to myself is that I'm confused,

I'm being simple and honest,

Can't be any clearer than right now.

I stare at the room surrounding myself,

My possessions close by, with a memory I remember dearly inside each.

I try not to think too much,

But that's not how my anatomy works.

I look back, too far for my brain to handle,

I short circuit and go back to square 1,

I always go back to square 1.

But this is different,

I actually learn from the times before,

I build off of it like a bunch of building blocks that a baby would play with.

But even then, I still didn't know before,

And I still don't know now.

I'm going to keep on learning from everything I see,

Everything that I know,

Everything that awaits me in the future.

But they are still going to be questions in my mind, 

Straying,

And its going to take all of me to forget every single one.

A/N: Yeah, this one is a bit confusing, even to me... hopefully you guys understand the message of it though! At least I know it....or do I?