Unwanted Feelings

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Jeff helped me down from the tree house and walked with me back home. There wasn't much talk since the kiss he planted on my cheek. I know it's weird and it's the first day of us talking but why do I feel a spark? When he said he felt a connection, am I feeling the same thing? Only time will tell.

As we walked to my house he grabbed my hand again. I didn't ask why, I just let him. It was a way of knowing I can trust him. "Sorry about the kiss back there, I don't know what got over me. My head was telling me to go for the lips but I didn't want you to run away so I kissed your cheek. I'm making shit awkward, sorry. I guess I'm starting to like you more than I hoped for. But I meant every word back there." He spoke up, I didn't say anything the whole time because I didn't want him to feel weird. I guess he did. "Honestly I didn't mind the kiss, I was shocked but I didn't stop you. Also if I'm going to be honesty here I may have growing feelings as well." Jeff smiled as if he just got the toy he's been wanting for Christmas. "Let's give this time. It's been a day, but I'm pretty sure my feelings will grow stronger by then." I blushed as he said that. Is he being serious. I felt so happy being with him today but something says what I'm feeling should be stopped. I don't know. Like he said only time will tell.

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Two weeks have passed by and me and Jeff have been spending so much time together. I've never been so happy. Honestly, feel like I may be falling for him. Everyone stares at us when they see us together, some kids even called us the emo couple of the school. It doesn't phase me. I'm happy with him even if it's just friends. "So I was wondering, would you like to come stay with me for a couple days at the tree house? I know it's weird but I promise nothing weird will happen, we'll only if you want it to." He smiled and winked at me. "Jeff really? Are you being serious?" I laughed and hit him playfully in the arm. He looks at me and smiles. "I'm only joking about that last part don't worry. But seriously, would you like to come stay with me?" I know it's wrong to say yes but I want to. I'll just tell my parents I'm staying over some girl's house. "Yes. I would love to." I gave him a hug and went on my tippy toes and planted a small kiss on his lips. I walk home once I did and for some reason I felt as if I was walking on air. I know what I did was insane but I loved it. But why do I feel as if what I did was bad. I don't care. I did it. It felt good. I am, happy. Next thing you know I get a phone call. It's Jeff.

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