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° chapter fourteen °

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Y/N POV

i woke up with chandlers arms wrapped around me. he smelled like cigarettes and alcohol.

i breathed in and out.

then, i remembered what happened last night.

and although, it was just for a second.

i forgot about it.

i blinked hard .

then , i turned around. chandler was still sleeping. snoring , in fact. there was a little blood on his shirt.

and although, he must've been really tired. i was too.

but, i felt sick. and just the sight of blood made my stomach turn.

i wanted to throw up.

well, i needed to.

i carefully removed chandlers arms around from me, earning a small groan from him

i tiptoed to his bathroom opened up the toilet.

i immediately spilled and i was gagging.

trying to let it out, then, i felt two hands pulling my hair back.

i already knew who it was; chandler

i continued to throw up, with chandlers hand patting my back.

after i was done, i grabbed the toilet paper and wiped my mouth clean.

i gulped, still feeling the bad breath and let out a sigh

chandler helped me up and we went back to his room.

" do you wanna change?" he mumbled

he read my mind.

" yeah " i responded.

again, he got me one of his sweatshirts and his sweatpants

and once again , i got naked in front of him.

and my body looked completely the same

damaged.

chandler watched everything i did.

like, if something was gonna happen to me ; right in front of him

i was done changing then i turned to chandler

he sighed and closed his eyes.

" y/n, i -i think ive changed." he began.

i gave him the most confused look.

" wh-what happened last night, i-i realized that i care about you. and that i wanna be with you . a-and i wanna help you with whatever you go though." he continued.

i bit my lip.

" and trust me, when we get the guy. we're throwing him in prison. for life of possible. "

i sighed. i felt so conflicted.

i knew i had a boyfriend and that i cheated on him last night but those words coming out of chandlers mouth felt like they need to be said.

but, again; i had a boyfriend.

" no, " i said in a scratchy voice.

" i have a boyfriend. and gonna tell him both of the things that i did." i continued.

" but you didn't  do anything , you were rap--!!!" i cut him off.

" SHUT UP, CHANDLER. I DID DO THOSE THINGS. I CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND TWICE, WITH DIFFERENT GU--"this time, i was cut off

" No , You Didn't ! What Happened To You Was Not Your Fault." he yelled.

" yes it was ! otherwise , it wouldn't of happened. i did whatever i did for him to do that to me! so it is my fault !"

" you are just in denial!" he yelled.

"I'm not !" i yelled back.

" i care about you , y/n"

i sniffled.

" it sucks that it took me to get raped for you to realize that " i said as my voice cracked.

i took my keys and left with no idea where to go

A/N

so school was today.it sucked.

idk maybe Ill update more since my school sucks and watppad is my only escape.lololol.but idkkkk
anyways , this chapter was so so short and sucked because I haven't slept in like 22 hours and I'm tired but I just wanted to update.so thanks for reading! good night :)))