Proximity| A Kim Namjoon Fanfiction [Hyung Line Book 1] **COMPLETED**

Prologue

A/N:
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~~Y/N's POV ~~~~~

"You're what?" I couldn't believe the words that I was hearing. I thought we still had time, I thought maybe time would slow down for the two of us but then I remembered that time can be your biggest enemy when you're in love. I may have taken it for granted but I just can't see how I can pretend nothing is changing when I know that everything is.

"I'm leaving Y/N. A company back in Korea contacted me this morning and told me that they want me to be a part of the new group that they're debuting. I know it's short notice but I leave tonight, I haven't even told my parents. I'm not even sure whether I'll be successful, but it's been my dream for the longest time to get to compose music and share it with the world." Namjoon replied "I just can't believe it's happening so suddenly, you're the first person I told... C'mon just say something please..."

In the midst of my shock I didn't realize that I had just stood there silently while my best friend told me that his dreams were finally starting to come true. I can't believe that I'm being so selfish. I can't believe I actually don't want him to go. I put on a fake smile and replied, "We both knew it was only a matter of time before someone realized how talented you are. Now you can speak English fluently too, there is nothing stopping you. You have my full support, you've shown me things that you have composed and they really are amazing. I'm a little bit worried about your dancing though." I said with a chuckle.

Namjoon laughed and replied, "Yah Y/N how many times do I have to tell you my name is R-A-P Monster not D-A-N-C-E Monster? My body does what it wants I'm not even going to fight it anymore."

I then replied laughing, "I'm sure you'll get better because god help you if you start dancing the way you do in public and not around me. Everyone is going to think you're having a seizure."

Namjoon then said, "I call it crumping others call it seizures at least it's something. I can't believe you're being so cool about the fact that I'm leaving and here I thought you actually cared about me."

I'm good at pretending aren't I? But what else can I do? I know if I tell him how I really feel it would be pointless because pretty soon he won't even remember my name. So I do the best that I can and put a smile back on my face.

"Well clearly you thought wrong Kim Namjoon what a shame and here I thought you were smart being the top student in our school."

He then nudges me on the arm and stares at me deeply. Don't look at me like that. Stop looking at me like that. I can't help but nudge him back and cherish the last few touches that we'll have.

"Well I should probably go and call my parents and tell them the news since I have to start packing pretty soon. I'll call you before my flight." He gets up and opens his arms out to hug me. I find myself conflicted with the idea of hugging him but I hurriedly throw myself in his arms. I can't believe this is the last time I'll see him. I put my head between the crevice of his head and neck and close my eyes. I feel his arms start to wrap themselves around me; one behind my head kneading at my hair and the other enveloping me by my back. I wish time would stop just like this but like I said before time stops for no one. I'm quickly released from his embrace and left standing, waving goodbye at the man I believed would stay by my side forever.

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I walk home but it feels different this time. Usually Namjoon lets me get up on his back and he runs around until he's out of breath, then we'd stop by this little cart on the side of the street and get some food. He never has any money because he always loses his wallet so I'd pay for us most of the time. I chuckle at the memory. I stop by the little cart and ask the vendor for the regular. He then says, "Where's that boy who's always with you?" I then reply "He's busy today but I'll tell him you said hello." The man then nods and smiles to which I do the same. I continue walking, watching as the sun sets off in the distance.

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When I get home the first thing I do is hop in the shower. As I walk out of the bathroom I hurriedly jump on my bed as I hear my phone ringing and my heart jumps as I read the name on the screen. Namjoonie

"Hello?"

"Hey, I called just like I said I would. Did you get home safe?"

"No I got kidnapped and they let me use the phone to take this one phone call."

"Ughhhhhhhhhh when will the sarcasm stoooooppp...."

I chuckle. I'm going to miss him so much.

"I'm just kidding. When does your flight leave?"

"In about an hour, I just got all of my bags checked and now I'm just waiting for the boarding call."

I change my position in bed to a more comfortable one.

"Are you nervous?"

"I'd be lying if I said I wasn't I mean I've been so accustomed to things here in New Zealand but now I get to go back home and see my parents, but that also means leaving you behind and I don't know how to feel about that.."

I hear a voice in the background on his side of the phone, " Flight 548 is preparing for takeoff , passengers please make your way towards the boarding gate"

Namjoon then says, "Well that's me, guess I have to go, I'll call you when I land..."

I then interrupt, " Namjoon wait."

He replies quickly, "What?"

"Don't go." My heart is beating a hundred beats per second. What? Why did I say that?

"Y/N what are you talking about?"

"Just- .....don't go. I've been wanting to tell you something for a while but I didn't know how to say it, I just...I- I love you"

All I hear is silence and then the sound of the call dropping just as my stomach and heart did all at once.
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