Proximity| A Kim Namjoon Fanfiction [Hyung Line Book 1] **COMPLETED**

Save Me

Y/N's POV

Why?

Why? 

Why? 

Why now?

I thought that after all these years my feelings would go away. 

But why after all these years does my heart still leap out of my chest whenever I see him?

His hair color changed, it's now a bleach blonde scoop. It looks so fluffy.

God I want to run my fingers through his hair. 

He suddenly stops in the crowd and the boy walking behind him bumps into him and then sees what he's looking at. The boy waves at me and smiles.

Oh! He's the one from the airport!

I reluctantly wave back and show a small smile at the boy, Namjoon looks at the exchange between us and then turns to me and walk towards me. But he's not alone, the cameras are also following.

I see him start to get closer and closer so I begin speed walking towards the exit in the hopes that he doesn't catch up. But my hopes as always were in vain.

He grabs me by the elbow and I turn back towards him. He stares into my eyes deeply and he switches looking between my eyes as if he can't believe what he's seeing. 

"Y/N?" he says with disbelief

I pull my arm away from his grasp and turn to keep walking, but he catches up to me yet again and stands in front of me blocking my way every time I try to walk around him.

"What?" I finally say and look up at his face. That was my first mistake. His facial features have gotten more defined, his jawline more strong. And his dimples-

Oh God his dimples.

He's still the most attractive man I've ever seen.

"I can't believe it's you. How did you end up here?" he asks me

"I got offered a job here. What are you doing here?"  I ask

"This is the entertainment company that recruited me. I'm part of their new idol group BTS. And you got a job, as what a sass consultant?" He asks sarcastically

I squint my eyes and stare him down.

"No. As a therapist for a new group that just debuted. Did they recruit you as a main dancer or even worse the visual of the group?" I bark back with just as much sarcasm

"Babe, it doesn't get any better than this." He says smiling and pointing towards himself. 

I roll my eyes and walk away but he quickly catches up to me once again.

"Okay, okay Y/N I get it I'll stop. I just got really happy when I saw you. You've changed so much I couldn't believe it was actually you. You've gotten so much more beautiful than before." He says while reaching up to my face and caressing it.

I get so caught up in the moment I don't see the flashing lights around us from the cameras.

Shit.

Namjoon grabs my hand and pulls me away from the cameras.

"Where are we going?" I ask

"Just trust me" he replies

He takes us away from all the cameras and soon we're in a crevice in between two buildings. I'm holding onto my purse for dear life and leaning up against the wall trying to catch my breath and Namjoon does the same in front of me bending over, hands on his knees.

He suddenly looks up at me and the breath that I just managed to recover quickly escapes my lungs with just one glance. He walks up close to me  and I can feel his breath on my face.

He grabs my chin and tilts my head up and I look into his eyes and begin to lose all reason.

"Go on a date with me." He asks

I can't piece words together. He's getting closer.

"If you don't say anything I'm going to kiss you."

I'm contemplating whether I should respond or just let him kiss me. As his breath hits my lips I find myself slowly backing away but my back hits the wall and I find myself staring back at Namjoon's lust filled face.

What should I do?