Proximity| A Kim Namjoon Fanfiction [Hyung Line Book 1] **COMPLETED**

Where Did You Come From?

Namjoon's POV

She doesn't love me?

I need to get away, I need a release. I don't know what to do with myself.

I do the only thing I can do. Compose music.

I wasn't planning on releasing my mixtape anytime soon, but I guess now is a good time as any.

For the next three months instead of facing my feelings I try to erase them. One word, one pen stroke at a time.

~~~~~~3 months later~~~~~~

Y/N's POV

It's been three months since what happened at the office that day. I've avoided Namjoon in every possible way and so has he. He doesn't show up to group practices, but from my late nights working I know he practices after I'm gone from the sound of the music blaring through the speakers. I think it's for the best, we can't be together no matter how much we may want each other.

I decide to get out of bed but feel warm arms envelop me from behind.

"Good morning baby." Leo says in a raspy voice

I was just as surprised as you are right now when Leo showed up last night at my door. I was also surprised when I opened my hotel room to find it all filled with roses of every different color you can imagine.

This. This is why I should be with Leo. All that Namjoon ever caused me was confusion and pain. This is safe, this is what I need right now.

He goes to kiss me on the lips and I kiss him back. 

Why can't kissing him feel the same as kissing Namjoon?

"Thank you for all you have done for me, I don't know what I would do if you weren't here." I say

"You know I will always be here for you. I love you Y/N. Everything I do is for you, and your happiness." he replies

I smile at his words and lean in to kiss him. I get up from my bed and get ready for work.

"Are things with Namjoon still as rocky as they were when I left?" Leo asks me from the bed

"I guess. I don't really talk to him, we decided to keep our distance since the last time we saw each other things went out of control." I reply

Leo nods from the bed and gets up and walks up behind me in the mirror of the bathroom and wraps his arms around my waist.

"You think he finally figured out you're mine and not his?" he asks

I frown at his remark. "Believe me, I made it very clear." I reply

I finish getting ready, and head out the door and leave Leo to enjoy his day off from work. He said he was staying here for the next month since they finally gave him time off, but I sort of hoped he was kidding. I'm still not able to process how things were before he left, so having him here only brings everything back to mind. 

When I get to work I'm greeted by 6 joyful boys attacking me in a group hug. Hoseok grabs me by the legs and lifts me up and spins me around.

"YAHHHHHHH Y/N IS HERE. OUR ANGEL.OUR HOPE." Hoseok screams

I can't help but burst into laughter. All the members are screaming and doing weird faces, especially Jungkook. That boy is a walking meme.

"Hoseok no we all know that's you. Put me down!" I scream

He puts me down and then they all line up and bow.

"Good morning Y/N!" they scream

I swear these are the cutest boys ever. They're going to make it far.

"Good morning guys, are you ready for today?" I ask

They all strike karate poses and scream "Yes!" at the top of their lungs. Jungkook chops Jimin in the neck, and Jimin just stares at him as if he's going to kill him.

They're like a family. Mine was taken from me when I was way too young so I guess you can say they're like the 6 brothers I never had. I guess Namjoon is still avoiding me, I shouldn't even be surprised though.

We get through dance training, and then all the members stop and look at me.

"Namjoon is releasing his first music video for his mixtape today." Jin says

"Oh really? That's good." I reply

You can feel the awkwardness in the air at the mention of his name. The door to the dance room suddenly opens and I'm greeted by a member of their stylist team.

"Hey, Y/N Bang PD is looking for you." 

I nod at his news, say goodbye to the boys and head downstairs to find Bang PD. I check the door near the end of the hall across the area that looks to be like the shooting spot for Namjoon's music video. When I open the door I expect to be greeted by Bang PD but instead see a pretty asian girl sitting across Namjoons lap caressing his face. Namjoon notices me walk in but all he can do is stare at me, the girl notices he is not looking her way then turns to me and says,

"Who is she?"

Are you kidding?

Who are you?