Insecure •a Michael Clifford fan fiction•

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Sophie's POV

" Bye guys " I said and hugged each of them.

" Bye Soph " Michael said into my ear, and I smiled at the simple words.

The guys were so sweet all day to me, it just brought a smile on my face each time I thought about them.

" Bye guys again, thank you for the hangout " I say and smile at them and walk out of Michaels door.

I quickly looked in my schoolbag to see if I had everything in my bag that i needed for tomorrows classes. Pencil case, check. History, Biology, and English books, check. Phone, check, oh wait where are my phone and headphones ? Shit I forgot them.

I quickly started walking towards Michaels house again. Than at the moment I looked at the door, it quickly opened and a deep in thought Michael came out holding my phone and headphones in his hands.

I walked until I reached him.

" Thanks " I smile at him taking my phone and headphones out of his hands.

" Oh, it's nothing " He smiles at me and I smile at him again.

We stand in silence a few moments, before I decided to break the silence and speak.

" I really enjoyed hanging out with you guys, you are really fun to be around, you know " I say at him and he cracks a big smile.

" We really enjoyed hanging out with you too, and we never met a girl who has such an amazing music taste, you know " He said and I blushed at his simple words. Ugh, why I am blushing.

" Yeah, i probably should go " I say and he smiles.

" Yeah " he says.

I start walking away, but then he grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him for a hug.

I put my arms around his neck and he put his arms around my waist, and pulled me close to him as humanly is possible.

I put my face in the crook of his neck as he did the same. He took big breaths, and so did I smelling his amazing cologne in.

We stood like that for a couple of minutes. Being in his arms was really good, because I had this feeling of safety. I then realized I felt like home in his arms.

We then pulled away and I gave him one last smile and then started walking away from his house.

It's pretty crazy, because you know I just met these four guys today, and I'm already literally cuddling one of them on the street. It's pretty crazy, how you can feel this safe in one persons arms.

It was now dark outside as I walked down the streets, the only light that was shinning on my way was the moon.

I decided to listen to some music. I quickly plugged my earbuds in and clicked Ghost by Halsey.

" My ghost, where'd you go ? " I sang along, and that's when I realized that the other person who was walking down  across the street looked at me oddly, but I didn't care this time. Usually I would feel embarrassed, but right now I feel happy.

I looked quickly at my phone, and checked the time, it was about eight o'clock.

But than I remembered. Fucking, holy hell!!! I didn't call my parents to tell them  that I'm going to Michaels house after school.

Shit, they are probably so fucking angry, I can't believe I forgot to tell them, I'm such a fucking dumb person. 

You must think now, that 'Why is she making big deal not telling her parents?'

Well, you probably think that my parents are kind, and forgiving and are always nice to me, but honestly sometimes when they get angry they would slap me, or kick me or say something rude, but I'm okay with it, you know, because I deserve it every time.

I continue walking down the street, not enjoying anyomore the music I was listening to. I couldn't even hear the music properly because bad thoughts crowded my mind.

I mean, I'm honestly very worried about what my parents will do to me.

But, than I remember the awesome time I had today with the guys, it was  really great, I mean them showing me their favorite band and the look on their faces when I danced along with the song, and played air guitar to it, they looked so happy, I could have cried, but I didn't. 

From far I can see the lights of my house are still on, that means that my parents are still awake.

" Fucking Shit" I cursed to myself.

My steps got slower and my hands started to shake.

I entered my for-garden and quickly made my way to the door.

On the door there was written a small 'welcome'.

" Ha, better it would be 'welcome to hell' " I muttered to myself and quickly put my hand on the doorknob to open it, but before I could push the door open my angry mother opened it and I was more than terrified what is about to happen next.

" Hey mom." I quietly choke out.

"Hello Elizabeth " she says in a firm tone.

Shit, she never calls me Elizabeth, just then when she's angry.

I quietly step into the house and make my way up the stairs.

" Where do you think you're going young lady?" I hear my dads firm and strong voice.

" Fucking shit " I mutter under my breath.

I quietly turn around to be faced with my angry father.

" Where the hell where you ?" He asked me.

" With friends " I answer quietly.

" Who are these friends ? Why did I never meet them ?" He asked, the anger clearly visible in his voice.

" Because I met them today" I answer.

" You were with completely strangers!? " He raised his voice.

" Technically yes, but-" I tried to say, but I was cut of by a hand slapping me, clearly leaving a big mark.

" Sorry " I muttered, trying to hold back my tears.

Than I was greeted with another big slap on my cheek.

When is he going to stop ?

" Don't ever do something like this again! Have you understood bitch !?" He shouted.

I quickly nodded my head, and turned around and ran directly up the stairs, in my room, where I closed the door and locked it.

I threw my things in the corner of my room, and quietly laid down my bed and than the tears began to roll down my cheeks, and after a few minutes I began fully sobbing.

I don't know how long I've cried but eventually I cried myself to sleep.

Sleep is the only way I could get away from my horrible life.

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Hey guys, how have you all been? Sorry that I didn't updated, but you know I started school, and I had so many homework. I would like to thank all the people who took their time and reading my book.
I love you all, and I promise it will get more interesting xx

- Kate xx