A Twist In Our Fate

Chapter Seven

Clarke

I woke up when John got up to sneak out of bed. It was a little strange, since he had been just sleeping with me. Was it awkward that I didn't put on pants? Honestly it was just comfortable, I didn't mean to upset him. Maybe it was because I danced on him?

I sighed as I rolled over onto my back, wondering if I did something. Maybe his bed was just more comfortable?

It had been a few minutes and he wasn't back, so I stood. Maybe I should sleep by myself anyways now. I would just go apologize for making him uncomfortable and making him sleep with me all this time, and then I would just let him sleep on his own.

I opened my door quietly and tiptoed to his room, opening it at the same time I heard him moan. I gasped when my eyes locked onto him, his hand. That was moving up and down his shaft.

"Shit," he jumped, immediately covering himself up. "Clarke, I'm sorry, Is everything okay? I'm so sorry."

His face was red now as he struggled to keep himself completely covered. I felt like I was in a daze as I just started at him, mouth hanging open like an idiot. "Uhm," I cleared my throat. "I uh, I'm so sorry. I should've knocked first. I uh, I'm going to let you get back to that, and uhm, goodnight." I closed his door and exhaled, leaning back onto it for a moment. I could hear him whispering to himself and shuffling around. I quickly went to my room and got under my covers, knowing he would apologize again.

He tapped on my door, seconds later. "Come in," I said.

"Hey," he said, awkwardly as he opened the door. "If I woke you up, I'm really really sorry, I didn't mean to. And I'm extremely sorry that I burned your eyes," he chuckled.

"I promise you, it's okay," I laughed. "You're a human. We all have to do it."

"Uhm, well I can come back to bed, you need to get some sleep. I'm sure Raven will be over tomorrow."

I couldn't get the image of him out of my head. His moan, him biting his lip and his hand moved. It was doing things to me that I wasn't sure we're good or bad. "Yeah," I coughed. "Come back in."

John settled into bed, a huge gap between us. I wondered if he thought I was upset with him. I scooted over to him and laid my head on his chest. I could hear his heart pumping, faster as I laid there. My breathing became labored as I wondered what he was thinking of in his room. I found myself wondering if he was still hard or not. I wrapped my arm around his waist and he jumped, my arm brushed his díck. Yes, he was still hard.

I waited a second, to see how he would react. He breathed deeper, slower.

I got bold, sliding my hand up and down him, lazily. "Cl-clarke," he gasped and moaned, simultaneously. I turned to meet his stormy blue eyes. He was looking at me with confusion and hunger. I could tell he was confused, his mind racing. I squeezed him tighter, watching his eyes roll back and his back arch.

His fingers brushed my cheek, his eyes searching mine. I raised up above him, moving to his lips. His eyes darted between mine as I leaned closer and pressed my lips against his.

The kiss was slow, he was nervous and still confused. I bit his lip, hard. He gasped and I slid my tongue between his lips. That gave him his answer. He flipped us and took over...

I was woken up to my cell phone ringing and pounding on the door. I groaned and unwound myself from John, again. I looked around for clothes, deliciously sore.

Warning, Raven is here.
-Clarke

I left the sticky note on John's hand and made my way to the front door. I opened it, glad that Raven hadn't brought company.

"Come on," I stood to the side. "I've got to get the coffee going," I yawned. I made a pot of coffee and filled two mugs, handing one to Raven.

"Thanks. Are you okay?" She asked as we fixed our coffee.

"Yeah," I smiled after my first sip. "I know last night was crazy, and there was drama for sure, but really, it's fine. Seeing Bellamy that way, all I felt for him was pity. I don't know. Octavia said she'll get him help."

"He bruised you," she said, nodding towards my arm.

I just shrugged. "He wasn't in his right mind. One day he'll remember it when he's clean and he'll regret it. I'll live."

"Well, how was everything last night? It wasn't awkward for John, was it?"

I burst out laughing, immediately covering my mouth. Once I controlled my breathing, I cleared my throat. "No, the cl-Bellamy situation didn't leave any awkwardness for us."

"Why did you just bust into a fit of the giggles like a school girl?"

"Just, looking back on last night," I sighed. "You've got to laugh at some stuff, ya know?"

"Uhm, no. Obviously you're lying."

"What's she lying about, now?" John entered the kitchen with his pajamas on from last night.

"I was talking about last night. I asked her if it was awkward between you two last night and she burst out laughing." John chuckled as he made his coffee. "Something's weird with you two. You're both high."

"We're not high, Raven," I smiled. "We just chose not to focus on the bad last night."

"You dirty sluts!" She screamed.

John paled and I almost dropped my cup.

"Oh, I knew it! Wick owes me forty freaking bucks!"

"You bet that we'd have sex?" John asked.

"No, of course you two were going to have sex. We bet on when. Wick bet it would be right before your lease was up, month five. I bet month sooner. Monty bet never, though. He thought you two would deny each other."

"How many of you bet?!" I cried.

"Oh just us three. We didn't want everyone else to cash in. Duh." She sighed. "But, now I'm going to need to know how this happened. Not the dirty shit, just what happened."

"Well, actually," John coughed. "Speaking of awkward..."

"I uh, I woke up when John left the bed, I was going to apologize for dancing on him so much if I made things awkward. But uh, I didn't knock before I entered and he was, ya know," I laughed.

"You caught him jacking it?!" She laughed and turned to John. "You sly dog."

"I thought she was sleeping!" He laughed. "Hey, I didn't start it though! She was half naked," he winked at me.

"I was wearing panties," I laughed. "Anyways, after I walked in on him, he came to apologize, and I made him lay with me. I tested him and 'accidentally' touched it. Things went from there," I winked at John over my mug.

"Well son of a bitch. So what does this even mean for you guys? Was it a one time thing?"

"You woke us up, so we haven't discussed it yet," I laughed. "Though I will say, I don't know if I can have it just one time." I met his stormy eyes from across the kitchen and almost lost it.

"Raven," he coughed. "If you'll excuse us.."