You're Different J.C - K.L (Jian)

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Its been a couple of weeks and Kian hasn't moved from his room. He may have came out a couple of times just to use the bathroom but other than that. We haven't spoken a word to each other. I know he wants to, I can see it in his eyes.

"This is all my fault" I whisper to myself, hugging my pillow tightly. I've been sleeping alone and its killing me. Badly.

Every time I try to talk to him he just runs off and locks himself back in his room. I'm worried about him, I'm scared he lost feelings for me after what happen.

I heard quiet sobs outside my door every night. I know its him and I know he wants to come in my room, I'm secretly begging him to come in. I want his touch I want his lips on mine. Thinking of everything that we could have been doing, but the bad thoughts blocked them.

It's just different whenever you say 'he' instead of 'her'. He is stronger than the word her. I want him not her.

"Jc" I hear a small whisper and sob following behind outside my door. I didn't look up, it brought tears to my eyes. "Baby can I come in" his voice was breaking more in every word.

"Go ahead" I mumble but loud enough to where he apparently heard. My door flung open, my back was to him so I couldn't see him.

"Baby" he said rushing over to me the best he could. Since he was still in pain a bit and recovery. All because of me.

He kneeled down in front if me. His hair was a mess and his eyes were red and stuffy.

I closed my eyes so he couldn't see them. I felt him put his hand over mine. "I'm so sorry baby I- I really am" he teared up with his words being spoken. "I shouldn't had been ignoring you this whole time it wasn't your fault at all.

I open my eyes, seeing him smile. I smile along with him as he quickly connects our lips.

I melted. Its been so long. So long since I've felt this. He pulled away catching his breath. "I'm okay now" he said below a whisper.

"You aren't in pain anymore?" I ask grabbing his face as he smiled shaking his head. I smile huge and wrap my arms around his neck.

"I feel like a dick for putting you off" he said as I sat up shaking my head.

"Let's not speak nor think about that okay? They're dead and were okay" I assured as he nods now smirking.

I raise my eyebrow in confusion but he just walked around and came and laid down with me. "I haven't been sleeping very well baby" he moaned leaning his head back.

"Why'd you moan that" I chuckle as he was still smirking.

He moaned again ad I felt my sweatpants tighten up, I haven't heard him moan like that in a while. Out of love.

"Stop" I laugh putting my hand under the blanket. I held my member down as best as I could but he just laughed wrapping his arms around my waist.

I groan under my breath "let's just go to sleep" he murmured into my bare chest as I slightly nod. I get comfortable. Fuck what are you doing to me Kian Lawley.

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- Kian

"Babbbyyyy" Jc moaned making me wake up. I looked over, I felt my cheeks and they were wet. I had been crying, from the dream I was in.

It was horrible. A nightmare. I saw Jc leaning his hips upward, his dick was out and he was stroking it. "Fuck get inside of me" he moaned even louder. I turned my back toward him.

I felt myself rising but I tried to stop it, I can't stop myself from getting a boner from their hot ass boyfriend, jerking off right beside him.

He looked so hot and his moans were like music to my ears. He kept moaning making me grow larger.

"Jc stop moaning" I moaned starting to stroke mine as well.

"What the fuck I'm not" I heard him say as I looked back over at him and he was sitting up now. He laughed and I sank into the bed taking my hand off. God I just embarrassed myself so bad.

"Its okay baby, were you having a dream about me" he smirked and I shook my head. He gave me a look knowing I was lying. "Let me finish that for you, may I?" He asked as he grabbed my dick with both his hands.

I nod my head leaning my head back once again as he started to rub and stroke me. Making me grunt, he smiled as I saw him and felt his place his lips on.

"Fuck Jc" I moan under my breath as he started going up and down. Bringing me farther and out into his mouth.

"Come for me babe" he said looking up at me with lust filled eyes still rubbing as I felt myself twitch in his hand as he went faster.

I then came on his hands and he placed his mouth back on. Making me move my hips up and he licked everything up.

He came back up to me and hovered his face over mine. "You will get something better and more special for your birthday baby boy" he bit his lip and said seductively. We both caught our breath.

"You're going to have to wait until your birthday for more" he teased. But he seemed serious. He better be playing.

"Your kidding right?" I plain out ask as he shakes his head.

"Ooohh I'll be teasing you so much for the next couple weeks" he pecks my lips before going back beside me. The hell he is....

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Alright soooooo I've never wrote boy x boy so if this was not right dont fucking blame me, you ain't born to know this shit but its interesting so hey give me some props :) by the way guys. I love y'all so much ❤ more than y'all know.